You ask me how my day is
as if it's same everyday
I say I'm okay
but you really dont know how I feel
Do you think i'll be okay without you?
Are you okay without me?
The world without you is so hard
that I blame myself for still breathing

What should I do?
Even now, I live each painful days because of your words
Tell me if this is a bad thing to do
Are you living each day painfully like I am?
You and me

Are we too late?
Do we not have a chance?
I still think about you
and you might know this
Finally is this it?
Are we going to end like this?
Is it okay with you?
I dont think I can do it.
The love I find with you,
I wont find it anywhere even if I die

What should I do?
If it isnt you
no one else can hold my heart
Please hold me.
And you know that even though the whole world tries to
no one can erase your memories.
So please hold me

What should I do?
Even now, I live each painful days because of your words
Tell me if this is a bad thing to do
Are you living each day painfully like I am?
You and me

Is it too late? Do we not have a chance?
But me, I still think about you, and you might not know.

I wished you knew..

how I hope it was a ____ ____ in my _____ instead of a ____ ____


then I could just die.
(:

Squidward Voyage Epi.

Patrick Star: "HMM.."

Screen shows a big round yellow button with the word SHRINK above. (Honey, I shrunk the kids?)

"Shhhrink."

"..I.. do have alot of issues."

*SMASH BUTTON WITH FIST*


AHAHAHHAHAAH
FOR YOUR INFO, SPONGEBOB AND PATRICK STAR WERE IN A SPACESHIP.
............... alrighto,
lame.
im damn tired and I'm not focused anymore on studying.
I HATE STUDYING THEORIES GRRRRRRRRR
Cartoons help me destress and puts a smile on my face LOLLLLls.
yawn.

:')

I got a surprise call today!
Fei and Eunice called and talked to me while they were at work today ... @Spinelli HP!
ZOMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG I felt so.. so.. touched? All those emotions running past each other kind of thing, no?
We havent been in contact for like, a few months!
I'm sorry babes, I'll be damn busy D:
But I hope that we could go out and catch up times one fine day!

AHAHAH, glad that everything's the same at work.
Miss it really though. The 95class FM radio.. that diary of ours.. closing shifts.. gossiping when theres no customers.. awsome employee's meal/drinks, regular customers and memorising their orders! HAHAHAAHAH AIYOH I FREAKING MISS ALL THOSE.
I STILL CAN REMEMBER ROBERT'S ORDER LOH! SMALL LATTE/CAPPUCCINO WITH ONE PACKET BROWN SUGAR.
AHAHHAH! I bet they will know why I still remember ;) HAHAH!
Glad that they are okay , and they sound at their usual chirpness!




ANYWAY< IM SO DARN LAZY I DONT FEEL LIKE STUDYING ANYMOREEEEEEEEEE
I hate theories, THEORIES THEORIES!!!!!!!!111111 grrrrrrrrrrr

&&&I feel like re-bonding my hair, should I? I should?
Not those rebond rebond but like those rebond but not so rebonded yea?
Got such thing?
mmeh.

Geeks for life! 8-D

I super miss..

THAILANNNNNNNNNDDDDDddd.







My fav explosive heheheh, that innocent coconut shaped looking thang.










Wuuat laaaaaaaaaaa

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Those photos are taken during my trip, (Ch-ch check out my archives, Nov 2008) last year. HAHA! I used to have a smaller space to post back then but now I'm using the opportunity to post some of these memorable photos :')
But anyhow, those are some of the things I really miss about Thailand and Chiangmai! ;)
Don't think I can manage to go back to celebrate Loy Krathong Festival anymore? Sigh. ): Busy busy.

Feel like travelling during my one week holiday BUT,
other than not being allowed to travelled with friends/alone,
I'm going to spend my holidays working @ Swiss Hotel for zee F1 event.
&&&&&&&&&&&&&&& I'm going to TCC (The Coffee Connoisseur) for my attachment next term.
Should I be happy or not?

MY EXAMS THIS COMING WEEK!!!!!
k lah, my hand itchy itchy go touch the com again.
back to studying 8-)

P.S IS THERE NOT A SHORTBUT METHOD TO SLIM DOWN PERMANENTLY?!?!?! >:(

Stomach growling + middle of night = food search.
Was considering whether I should start making my own bento!
But that would mean that I will have to wake up eaaaaaaaarly to prepare.
Yes? No?
&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&I RARELY HAVE TIME BUSYBUSYBUSY!
Tomorrow my practical exam,
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.
so many things in my head now.





Look at those bentos.... yummmmmmmmmmmmm
tomato elmo onigiri yummms yums!

ALREADY LOOKING FORWARD TO MY NEXT MEAL! ):

sorry seems to be the hardest word.

There are times when we are timid and shy about expressing the love we feel. For fear of embarrassing the other person, or ourselves, we hesitate to say the actual words "I love you." So we try to communicate the idea in other words.

We say 'take care' or 'don't drive too fast' or 'be good.' But really, these are just other ways of saying 'I love you,' 'you are important to me,' 'I care what happens to you.'

We are sometimes very strange people. The only thing we want to say, and the one thing that we should say, is the one thing we don't say.

And yet, because the feeling is so real, and the need to say it is so strong, we are driven to use other words and signs to say what we really mean. And many times the meaning never gets communicated at all and the other person is left feeling unloved and unwanted.

A girl may use tears or emotions to say what she wants to say, and her boyfriend may not understand her because he expects her to be talking his language. Thus, we have to force ourselves to really listen for love.

The problem with our world is that people rarely listen to each other. They hear the words, but they don't listen to the actions that accompany the words or the expression on the face.

Or people listen only for rejection or misunderstanding. They do not see the love that is there just beneath the surface, even if the words are angry.

- Jayne Fisher

I want

I WANT TO EAT INSTANT NOODLES
maggie mee meemeememe me memeee
yumyumyumyumyum!!!!!!!!!
slurpy soup with tangy noodles
AND NO INSTANT NOODLES ARE COMPLETE W/O EGGGS!!!!
chompchompchomp ymuyumyumm

ARghhhhhhh so many cravings, (though I did succumb to some.. :P)
but I had to resist AND!!!!!1
I still feel,
flab.

o well random post
cos i had to
start
mugging hard for exams till my pants drop
HAHAHHAHAHA,

fucking scared for practical exam, no?


P.S hate portfolio.