barely holding on.

Drank and sang.
Then my fever hit 39.1 when I reached home!
HAHA I SWEAR I SAW EVERYTHING TURN ALITTLE REDDISH SO I THOUGHT MY EYES WERE BLEEDING AND I WENT TO CHECK T MIRROR, but no la.
Feeling better when I woke up O: Didn't head to school notatall!
But I'm heading to work later, THATS RIGHT, I NEED T KACHING! :B
I told myself that I have to control my alcohol consumption but I'm alr looking forward to t next one :D.
ahuhhhhhhhhh, too much stuff to handle.
so sien, think so much until I don't want to think any further.
Headaches. heartaches.

I don't know why but I'm always craving for roti prata.
Oh, and I want to catch a movie. whichever will do, but I JUST WANT TO BE IN A CINEMA WITH A BIG COKE LIGHT AND SWEET SWEET POPCORNS!!! :D

"Love is like a sprained ankle. It hurts, but you keep walking on to see if it gets better."

gun.

omg this is my 1000th post! O_O
Anyway, LOOKIE THIS!



LG slider touchscreen phone with a crystal translucent keypad!
FUCKING COOL LAH!
yesssss i want a new phone badly.
aiyah, for some stupid reasons i ended up in grp 1.
fucking sien.
aaa, wanted to rant but forget it.
no point fuck.


whatever.
what a lousy 1000th post
boo bye.


FRIDAY, DRINKING! :DDD

If you lie to yourself,
you will lose what you truly value.

Run

Made fruit tarts this week.


dined with my girls today.
short rendezvous and time passed by like a wind. ):




SIAN.
MY PARENTS MAKE ME SO SIAN.
NO POINT EXPLAINING,
AND IM SICK OF HEARING WHAT THEY HAVE TO SAY.
FEELING SO FUCKING SHIT INSIDE.
yeayeyeyeyeaayea WHATEVER OK
YEA GO AHEAD AND TAKE EVERYTHING FROM ME IF THATS WHAT YOU WANT
IF THATS WHAT MAKES YOU THINK THAT I WILL BECOME OBEDIENT??
FUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK.




pushed to t very end.
breathless.
lets run.


i guess this week's not my week.
haha.
yea, tmr will be a better day?
i wish.

lies?

The worst part is not being able to answer my own questions.
I'm so sorry.

excuses.

Sometimes it's difficult to love someone because you're so afraid of losing them.
Sometimes.. sacrifices have to be made.

BROWN RICE

OI YOU FUCKER!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
MUST FEEL TOUCHED OKAY!
I SPECIALLY BLOG JUST TO WISH YOU A FREAKING BIRTHDAY!
HEHEHEH.





p,s my balls are still bigger than yours.

pretty in blue

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DOUGHTNUT!
I LOVE YOU!
ESP T OREO FLAVOUR! HAAAHAH!
IT HAS BEEN LIKE WHAT? 5 YEARS?!?! :D
HOPE TO CELEBRATE WITH YOU SOON OK BABE?
IT MAY BE VERY TAXING IN POLY, BUT DONT GIVE UP OKAY!
YOU CAN DO IT ONE, I BELIEVE IN YOU!

I'm sorry for t late wishes ): I'm so terribly sorry!
I hope it's still not too late (:

YOU ARE LOVED NO MATTER WHAT!
All those memories we've got, it remains untouched.



UHOH, about 50 more mins to another beloved birthday! *aye aye*

Cavemen!

Sunday was a picnic day to celebrate Suhana's and Vani's belated birthday, but it was raining non-stop. ):
How? A little drenched and we were all shagged to our toes looking ard for shelters and places to picnic LOL.


We ended up in a little man-made cave HAHAH! Freakin awsomely fun LOLOL. Idris is a natural born caveman.
















































1,2,3 HAPPY BIRTHDAAAAAAAAAAAYYYYYY!


We went to Vani's house to give her a share of t birthday cake!














Waluaaaa I have to wait till Dec to upgrade to a new phone ):
And then nowadays damn tired eh, timetable like super packed.
And eh, headache but I just have to accept t facts right?
Right.

words of venom.

[EDIT]
I wish I had the guts to walk away and forget about what we had.
But, I can’t because I know you won't come after me, and I guess that's what hurts the most.



P.S SHOULD I CUT MY HAIR??
........... YES I SHOULD DEF CUT IT!

pre-flea.

Unposted and behind-the-scenes pictures.


























Chalet ROCKED, but my parents kinda spoilt t fun.
Now I fucking feel like they are controlling my life as if I'm a puppet.

How I wished I could run like t wind someday ya?
&I have a bad feeling whirling inside me..?