Friday, September 26

Wahliao + Alamak = WA LA MAA

HEYHOS Oh lookie I'm blogging in the FORBBIDEN PERIOD!
HA HA HA HA.
Anyway I'm really .. puzzled troubled confused perplexed right now... (Aid of dictionary ;_;)
Cos I don't know if I should....
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...... AAAARGHGGGH! SO ANNOYINGLY FRUSTRATING!!
SHOULD I?! OR SHOULD I NOT?!?!?!
ARRGGHHHHH UGGGHH AAAA!
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Okay, I shall just stick to sliced fuji apples for my rumbling tummy. T__T
OH-MY-SADDENING-RESTRICTED-DIET-COS-I-DONT-HAVE-HIGH-METALBOLISM-RATE-LIFE!
I'll get grumpy! HA HA HA

But so far, everytime's alright, just that..
I'M PERKED UP FOR O LEVELS! But not ready ._. lol, doin all the revision and stuff I can. (Yea right, speak about bloggin in the midst of your studyin time)
&&, .. I'll make no sense since I see you everyday in school. But.. well that's not the point..

bo go ship ta.

HAHAHAH LAME!
I miss.. girls' time out! ):

Wednesday, September 24

...

Melancholy. This whole emotion surrounding me.

"Is it that you don't like going to school or are you really sick?"

"Both."

Everytime I think about this particular person, I wonder..
Does she reminicse the way I always do?
I wont be able to approach you and heal this distance that aparts us.
I guess.. I've changed so much that I can't even help myself at times.
Let alone, pick up the breadcrumbs you left behind.
We used to be..
Or, maybe it's just me who felt that way all along?



Can't see.


Ooo, I smell watermelons.
Buah.

P/S. Really need to ask Pops to confiscate the damn com.
P/S/S. 1 month left.

Saturday, September 20

):

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AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
AAAAAAARRRRRRRRTT!!
I was so stressed out, I thought I'm going to go mental lol, or like, tear my hair out!
&& uhhh. I'm supposed to be doing my Art prep now. If not, cannot finish 8 vanguards aarrr! I'm really kiasu, ONLY THIS, ONCE, OKAYOKAY? :D
LUL LUL LUL LUL LUL LUL LUL LUL.
Anyway, Mr Goh is awsome. AWSOME ART TEACHER!
MR GOH YOU'RE AWSOME, SPENDID AND WE LOVE YOU!
Cut down the nagging though, please? LOL!

THE PREP WORK'S DEFEATING MEEE!
KO! KO! KO! KO! KO!
ARGGGHHH I'M DYING!
2-0
*falls to the ground*
NOOOOOOOOOO!!!!


=.=
iwannasleeeepppzzzzzzzzz


OH FUCK, GENTING TRIP CANCELLED NO?
Eh some peace giving leh please.
You know, Genting was going to be our last damn trip,
&a chance to prove some pimpy asswhore wrong
Just because of few disputes,
our whole trip is ruined?
Ha. ha. ha.
SO PATHETIC.

GIVEME A P!
GIVEME A E!
GIVEME A A!
GIVEME A C!
GIVEME A E!

NOW SPELLEM OUT

PEE EE EEYY SEE EE!
FOR PEACE AND RACIAL HARMONY!
Goddamnit.


yayayaya, i'm halfawakeso i feel like im blabberin.
I've BEEN SUPER BUSY THIS WEEK! Cept' mon and tues lul.
ARTARTARTATRARTARTARTARTATART

ART-TA MY ART-TA MY HEAD

WTF?!

Tuesday, September 16

All that I just wanna hear.

BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOommmmmmmmmmmm,
school's
tomorrow
o
m
g
z
x
z
x
z
x


Hahah, okay, shan't complain because those without Amaths/POA and Bio papers get two days of bliss and relaxation.
HECK I WASTED MY MONDAY AWAY! Or is it Sunday? AAA SEE I DONT REMEMBER!
Something's wrong! Something's very wrong *low, mellow voice*, LOL!!!
Ayayaaya, I watched Tree of Heaven. Em, kdrama btw. Sappy >.<
Overall, it was okay, 10 EPIs and I finished in a day, my eyes were bloodshot and were screaming for help. Not because I cried for every epi! I didn't really cry till the ending.
Okay, okay. The drama was fucking super saaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaad.
Like real emotionally depressing lah!
LIKE WTF! SAD BEGINNING+SAD ENDING! Totally, made me feel like, WTF-HOW-CAN-THIS-HAPPEN at the end.
&it's like, the ending left me with a melancholy mood
SIBEI SUCKS!
But seriously, if this was a true story, I would cry my hearts out cos it's so.. FORBBIDEN! IT'S TOO DISTRESSING!

Two person who are in love with each other should be together right?!
So when they don't, that's when it fucking got sadder.
OK, I guess you must be really bored to have read until here. HAHAH
ME ARE BORING. GET?!
Can't watch anymore dramas, because they are simply time-consuming! GAWD!
The worst thing is that you would want to watch more&more&more,
and then the first thing you wanna do when you reach home is WATCH IT.
&abandoned homework in your bagg. ):

WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAALUA. You know what I had in mind for blogging before I started a new post?
Just saying a short sentence like, "yay, there's friken school tomorrow."
But I ended up sprouting crap.
HAHAH!
Oh anyway,

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♡♫! says:
HAHAHAHAH
me gonna watch show @ 9
you go watch too ar!

Rafi says:
uhh wat show?

♡♫! says:
chnnel 8
8
8
8
8
8
8

Rafi says:
-.-
i dun understand chi

♡♫! says:
NANNY DADDY
got english subs la

Rafi says:
and i doubt you tooooooooo :x

♡♫! says:


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BROWN RICE! @$#@%%@#$%!%*^*(%%$?!

Saturday, September 13

>:l

Did art today. Actually, spent the whole morning till now and it's not complete! &yeay, I just meant, ONE WORKPIECE! ONE SHEET OF PAPEERRR!! My eyes are so tired, like it's dehydrated and sprinkled with sea salt LOL.
Oh, speaking of sea salt, I ate sea salt & caramel icecream at Marina Square while heading back! I forgot what's the shop's name, I think Azaru Sabo? The Japanese desert restaurant! IT'S NICE LAAAAAAA, yyumm sea salt!
Imma get some rest too, oh, and my brother loves.. TEEN TITANS!
LOOOOL, okay I like em too. :$


Nights hidden stars and sleeping owls.
Ouh, one last pic.


I NEED INSPIRATIONS!

Friday, September 12


MY BEAUTIFUL JUNIORSSSSSSSSSSSSSS.

Click for a bigger view!


Went to Marina Square to watch the band perform with Wan Teng and Samantha. :D Before that, we went TopShop.

HOW I DESIRE TO BUY EVERYTHING I YEARN TO HAVE IN THAT SHOP LOLOLOL. Ok. ITS DAMN @#$@#$ NICE (: Then we went to Yoshinoya for dinner! *slurp* YUM TUM.

OO, MY TUMMY IS RUMBLING FOR SOME.. HUNNY.

Ohhhhh, yknow what. After I flimed all the songs they played, I realised, I didn't on the microphone!!!!11 1111111 So, all the vids are w/o sound. WTFFFFFF!? I KNOW!!!!!!! Gosh, so wasted! Hope they're gonna have somemore outdoor performance? Hahah :x

&&maybe might be going to celebrate Lantern Festival with the girls? CANDLES AND LANTERNS! Hahah, and the 1000 calories (so they say) mooncake.

....WHAAAAAAAAAAT?
Alright people, SHAKE IT!

Thursday, September 11

MAAAAAAATHHHHDDDDDDD.

OMIGOSH MATHS WAS A KILLER!

I could have suffocated a few times, brainfroze ten thousand times, and curb the temptation to take my compass and stab myself gazillion times.
I remembered telling Vani that Paper 2 won't be so difficult already since Paper 1 was such a brainfreeze. And that if Paper 2 was still indeed tough, we would jump down from the school building.

Scenario.
Me stands up from chair. Runs out screaming like an angry chimpanzee. (OO SPELL CHECK) All the way till the stairways near classroom 4E1. Jumps down, screaming, "I LOVE MOOOLAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHH!!!!!"







And survives.
HAHAHAH OKAY, OBVIOUSLY DOH.

Hell, looking on the BRIGHTER side,
I THANK GOD IT'S ONLY PRELIMS!
*sigh a hella lot of relief*
But we're still gonna get quite alot from our mumsy and popsy when they see our coolest results WHAHA!
MUMSY AND POPSY! Sound so comical. Wait.. sounds familiar on a second thought.

&I've been seriously havin bizarre dreams.
Tsk tsk, exam stress, BAAAAAAAAAAAAAD.
Oh ya, I can't sign in MSN leh.

Ohh,

What's with the.. stiff face?


Xiaxue's imitation, edited version.




Alright,
I've got Physics tomoROWWW!
No actually, in a few hours,
NAAAAAAAAHHOOOOOOOOooooooooo!!!!!!!!!!11111

P.S. Dawn Yang seriously scares t hell out of me.

Tuesday, September 9

Dreams?

Holy cow, I swear I just had a horrible dream.
I slept for 5 hours and when I woke up, my afternoon is gone LOL. So, I can sort of like, forget studying, just scan through the notes bah. = big flop flunk.

ANYWAY, THE DREAM IS HAUNTING ME! It's not like, any superstitious sort of thing, it's just so wholesomely.. disturbing, it's ringing in my head.


Hell, so the story starts like this. Well, there are two parts, the first part is pretty lame, and nothing scary so I can't remember much. The second part is connected somehow, and how I was at home. In the bedroom with my mum, and I was doing my art. LOL, funny art. I had to sketch dogs? And had to craft em using firm jelly and.. some curly wool as the fur.... OK WEIRD WEIRD!

Mum was observing me, and giving me critics about my artwork, and the dog in my house was fucking irritating, like barking non-stop, in the middle of the night. YEAY I HAD A DOG! :D It's a Chihuahua lol, exact resemblence to my Aunt's dog. Okay, so it was irritating the shit out of everyone, lol. So, I headed to my room, where it was comfortably sitting on my bed, and barking like there's no damn tomorrow. Obviously had to tame it right? So I asked it to keep quiet in a frustrated and loud tone. But it didn't! So I went ahead to take a piece of A4 paper -.- (the first thing I found by my table) and rolled it, smacked the dog's arse. So it whimped, (HECK I DIDNT EVEN HIT IT SO HARD!) and ran out of my room.

Okay, the noise is over. I went back to my Mum's bedroom and continued with work. Suddenly, there's this loud whiny cry. I can still remember how it sounds, so freaky. Yeah, it's my dog crying LOL ): So I decided to check on it. I went into my bedroom to check if it's there, but it's not. The sound seems like it's coming from the kitchen. And when I went out of my room, my brother was outside, SHOWING HIS THANG! I MEAN, HE WAS IN LIKE, THOSE, BUNNY SUIT!!! ROFL. He was wearing a white hotpants, some black top and shimmering white stockings, just without the bunny ears -.- I was like, "WTF?!?!?!" And my brother went, "Oh yehhh, I'm lovin this!".

I ignored him and he followed me to the kitchen. (omg.)
And when I was there, I felt as if, the world is going to collapse seriously. My dog was crying, whining and looked at me, with a bloody eye!
BLOODY EYE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
BLOODY HELL!
I went, OMFG, scooped him up in my arms and ran back to my Mum's bedroom. I was panicky, screaming, sweating, mumbling all sorts of things, whatever. Asking her to take care of it while I called the 24/7 vet. Hahaha, guess whose number I dialled for? Cheryl's! Cos I don't know any 24/7 vet around -.- OKAY, THATS NOT THE SCARY PART.
THE SCARY PART IS, MY MUM WHEN TO ......
WHEN TO..
check on the poor dog..
USING yknow, those small metal "tongs", dentists use to grab, take your loose teeth out?
And she was like.. squeezing the poor dog's eye socket! I DONT KNOW I DONT FUCKING KNOW WHAT SHE WAS DOING! I DONT FUCKING KNOW WHAT THE HELL HAPPENED TO THE DOG!

I was yelling in fright to my mum, " MUUM!! PLEASE DONT DO THAT, PLEASE DONT DO THAT I AM CALLING THE VET NOW OKAY!!!!!"
Then as I waited for someone to pick up the phone, I went to my room to look for it's eyeball LOL, if it happened to be in there.

............ now the traumatising part here.. is..
When I went back to my Mum's room, which is just beside, I saw her pulling... pulling something from the dog's eye!1111111111 *faints*
It's like yknow, pinkish red, yellowish, the pus or whatever.. SHE WAS PULLING IT LIKE NOBODY'S BUSINESS! PULLING IT AS IF IT WAS SOME LONG STRAND OF NOODLE, LIFTING IT ABOVE HER HEAD! AND THE POOR DOG WAS CRYING IN PAIN. I was so appalled by the sight, I was shocked for a moment.
then I wanted to scream at my mum, but..

I woke up.

I woke up...

And, I laid there, staring into space. I was so.. traumatised, shaken with horror.
And the pitiful dog's cries echoing in my head. Wow, seriously, this is the worst nightmare ever. So tragic.. I never had such.. dreams for a long time.

Decided to do some research and look what I've found?
"You tend to wake up in fear in the midst of a nightmare. Because of its frightening nature, you tend to remember your nightmares and the vivid details. They have a bigger impact upon your waking mind and itsimages stay with you throughout the day.
One reason for nightmares may be a way of our unconscious to get our attention about a situation or problem that you have been avoiding. It is time to take notice and confront a problem or situation. Nightmares serve an important purpose in showing you what is troubling you from within you deeper levels."
- dreammood.com

When is the last time you had a dream?

To me, mostly everyime I sleep, I would dream a dream. Sometimes I wake up, and could faintly remember a thing, sometimes, I could remember it vividly, but still, not everything. I mean, isn't it wonderful? Like, what they would symbolise, what they would mean. Will it happen the same in real life? Or does it mean the opposite?

Do you have Deja Vus? Deja Vus are something like a sudden familiarity with your atmoshpere and surroundings. Then you would ask yourself, havent you dreamt about this before? I sure almost everyone had their Deja Vus.

Also, another very common dream is the falling dream, when you would dream of yourself falling, and before you hit the ground or something, you would wake up in your dreams with a slight jerk or jump, usually in shock and panic, heart-quickening, cold sweat etc. Actually, I hate this kind of dreams, lol. The feeling of falling in open air, nothing to hold you and such, it may be thrilling, but I hate waking up with a jerk in the middle of the night T_T Worst, sometimes I would wake up with a leg cramp lol.


Aa, do visit dreammoods.com if you're interested to know the interpretations of your dreams!

&, I'm so freaked out right now, lol, don't dare to off the light and sleep leh!
I would like to know the dreams that other people have, because they are so interesting! Things that happen in dreams seem fictional because in the real world, it is not possible for it to happen. But of course, it would be amusing, because living in your dream is like living in a world of fantasy.

Shall end this post with a..


"OMFG I CANT BELIEVE ITS SO LONG!" :D

Sunday, September 7

@^@

Loooool. I just revisited an old friend.
A very old friend, bout two years old I think?

Revisiting wearebloodynerds relieves so much memories..
Happy ones, sad ones, apologetic ones, angry ones..
Read through the archives, and I realised,
NANA WINS THE TNF WHO BLOGGED THE MOST.
Idris wins the TNF who blogged the least.
Nuzrath and Vani wins the title of the MISSING cos they didn't get a chance to blog, lol!
HAHAH. Yeah, typing all this, makes me feel like who I was two years back.
But switching back to reality.. hmm, how shall I say..? A child's view is always more optimistic and positive. Still, being a child is the best!

Oh yah, on the note, Pops finally bought a new refrigerator cos the old one (existed since I was toddler) broke down lmao.
Ha ha ha ha ha ha ah ha.

Coffee paperbag, in hand a multi-coloured crayon.
On ground, used broken pieces of white, blue, red, gray, green
Marks it perfectly with a smile.


A crayon smile.

Monday, September 1

:D

Wont be updatin much ho.
Have to muggggggggggggg like siol (:
Went to tone up at the gym with Rafi and Wan Teng today, in the evening I played badminton with Vani and it was damn funny ku. Two primary school boys joined us, and one of them look ridiculously like Ralph Wiggum from The Simpsons.



OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGG *DIES FROM THE RESEMBLANCE*
I swear, he even makes funny sounds when he swings the racket. And he laughs like a hyena. Ahah, he's got girly voice too.
The worst thing, is that I'm a fan of Ralph Wiggum :D
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH.
But they two very funny lah! The other one not happy with Ralph-lookalike cos he keep hitting the shutter cock for him HAHHA. And then, one time, he said to t other guy, "YOUR BUTT STINKS!"
Yah, my ass tumbled to the ground cos I was choking with laughter.



Ooo, one last thing, I'll miss baking.



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