POP!

Got home quickly to get changed to attend to my brother's POP.

Well, Passing Out Parade.

Yeap, it was awsome. Plus, t military band involved was from Singapore Armed Forces.

I was awed. They played our National Anthem and it sounded so awsome live. Esp t trumpet's triumph, gawwd.

Ok, I paid attention to t marches too alright. HAHAHA, my brother looked funny. But I feel so proud of him :D

We finally saw him there when they did t march pass. (I was chortling)

One moment, all invited audiences were allowed to move forward and help their sons to put on their new badges. My brother has three stripes now! :D That makes him a Sergeant. That moment, it was so moving.

My family, etched into my life.

Kor and me haahahah. Pops and mum made me carry their bottles, LOOL.

POP was like t NCO parade I attended to give our BM and DM, Idris and Shak, our supports. But much more professional, after all, it's Singapore Armed Forces and Singapore 'proud comrades! Nawh, I'm not pulling down NCO parade, it was great too! Plus, it's a challenge to march and play an instrument at t same time, sounding good too. Yeah?
I kept thinking tomorrow's saturday.. Hmm, there's still papers tomorrow.
Haven't studied POA, serious.



It's okay, you can detest me. But you gotta give me your reasons.
Not leave me hanging behind.
All of this had me wondering about those whole 3 years,
do they mean, do they exist
then would you accept or would you let go?

I feel like shhhht.

Every vessel have drifted away, even t one closest within my reach.

I'm stuck unaided on this menacing desert isle

No one appreciates, no one truly cares, no?

Ugghhhhhhh, t temptation to bake is like.. comsuming my thoughts.. ugghh..

I need to concentrate studyin, comon bitch! *slaps self*

hahahahs

Pictures since last weekend. :D

Whahahah.

Went to New York New York to dine with Joey. :D

My Juicy Burger Supremeeee. It's juicilious and tenderising. HAHAHAH.

WHOLESOME OF GOODNESS :D

Joey's Crazy Dog, mmmm *lick lips*. No pun intended (if yknow what I mean).


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Mugged with t girls and went to Vivo with my parents. Yeap, I went to Tangs and I came out feeling really suckish. I. need. t. BLING. I went cranko when I saw this.

This gorgeous is up for $859! AHHHHHHHHHHhh, it's a stand mixer by t way. ANNNNNNNNNNNNNNDDDDDDDDDDDDD, I SAW NIGELLA LAWSON USING IT IN HER SHOWS! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH. Ok, I swear I will buy that when I'm filthy rich. Or.. when I saved up enough. Haahahah.

I SWEAR THEY LOOK SO SO MUCH BETTER IN REAL LIFE! (Coped these 2 pictures from their site.)

EDIT: What t hell t rest of t post was gone empty and idk why.Lazy to retype. Yawn. Bye.

this might bore you.

Can't wait for t BBQ!,

I can't wait to start cook up delish receipes that will make someone's day when they feast on it :D

Oh, and I think I'm obssessed with Nigella Lawson or something o_o

I LOVE HEEEEEEEEEER, she's such a goddess in t kitchen. Just in case you're wondering who she is, she's a sucessful cookery writer and has her own cook shows!

Man, I wish I had my own :D

HAAAAAAAAW HAAAAAAW.

Anyway, I didn't know retainers'll hurt. NOW I KNOW, it kills my teethhhhhh now cos its getting em back into their rightful positions.

Adding on, its inconvenient. :l

Ah weell, I guess it doesn't hurt to endure just for a little bit longer.

Yeah, hmm, food..

First, I gotta get used to spiciness.

D'OH!

teeheehee, it wasn't a dot.
it was a teeny black spider, far more interesting than you.

you make me laugh.

melancholy.

Today ran like siao : D, went to jog again with Frufru and Varney in t evenin.
Tomorrow don't know whether want to head down to t festive chingay?
I want lots and lotsa time now. So I could pace down and do t things I wanna.
I'm jaded.
I've thrown myself aside.
It hurts alot, especially today. Just this fateful Friday, don't know why.
Life is inequitable.
You may desert your afflictions and give away chances,
but who will give you their chances?
No, no one.
People take these for granted when you give your heart away,
then they'll turn their backs on you when you seek one.
Cherish. Learn to cherish.



I will persereve.. I must push through.

overcast.

Yeah, yeah,

HAPPY VDAY!

to my clique, esp my gorgeous girls :D Love you people to bits!

Yeah, and everyone out there, exclud. includ. couples. HAHAHA? Gee, I can't wait to bake again!I want to go Ikea to buy s'more kitchen tools :D And Bras Basah for art materials, but who wanna tag? :D

THANKS CHERYL FOR T WONKA NERDS ;)

THANKS WAN TENG FOR T KITKAT, SWEETS AND KISSES ;)

THANKS FOR T LOOOOVE GIRLS :D

After three long years, it's out :D My teeth are naked.

I feel funny.

UGGGGGGH, I'm beat. :l

5 meggg.

This is t hotsssssssssssssss.

SGH-G800, 5 m.p!

UUgghhhhh! but well, I just changed my phone last year so I guess I'll have to wait pretty long for my contract to expire..

By then, maybe come out better ones lo, MHAHAHAHAH! I LOVE CAM PHONES YO.

I WILL NOT BE TEMPTED NOW.

I WILL NOT BE TEMPTED NOW.

I WILL NOT BE TEMPTED NOW.

Oh, haha. Donut, Varney, Frufru and I went exercisin' just now. LOOOOOOOOOOL, it was heck of a fun. And then we played badminton too... I think we were really noisy :D Like, reaaaaal noisy.

Mrs Specs and Varney kept getting pissed off by Porkie. WHICH IS SO DAMN FUNNY.

HAHAHAHAHAHAH, okay, now that I've got my exercising routines planned with my girls,

I WILL PASS 2.4KM THIS YEAR.

Once and for all! :D

And lose heck of weight.. that is, if I can control my diet.. grr.

Hmm, I can't really focus today.

.

DONG DONG CIANK!

Adele - Chasing Pavements

I've made up my mind,
Don't need to think it over,
if I'm wrong I am right,
Don't need to look no further,
This ain't lust,
i know this is love but,

If i tell the world,
I'll never say enough,
Cause it was not said to you,
And thats exactly what i need to do,
If i'm in love with you,

Should i give up,
Or should i just keep chasing pavements?
Even if it leads nowhere,
Or would it be a waste?
Even If i knew my place should i leave it there?
Should i give up,
Or should i just keep chasing pavements?
Even if it leads nowhere

I'd build myself up,
And fly around in circles,
Wait then as my heart drops,
and my back begins to tingle
finally could this be it

Should i give up,
Or should i just keep chasing pavements?
Even if it leads nowhere,
Or would it be a waste?
Even If i knew my place should i leave it there?
Should i give up,
Or should i just keep chasing pavements?
Even if it leads nowhere

Should i give up,
Or should i just keep chasing pavements?
Even if it leads nowhere,
Or would it be a waste?
Even If i knew my place should i leave it there?
Should i give up,
Or should i just keep chasing pavements?
Even if it leads nowhere
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I realised something! See, my year, 1992, was t year of a monkey. But if was born before lunar new year, it means I'm not born in t year of monkey? Wait, I am born in t year of monkey but in t chinese calendar I wasn't. It was t year of.. whatever was before monkey yea. Haha.
I read an article in today's newspaper. Well, this mother gave birth to her child two days before lunar new year, which means her child isn't born in t year of a rat anymore, it's t animal before it, which was a pig. It seems like it's more prosperous to give birth during t year of a pig than rat. Hmm, why ar? It's Pops' year this 2008.. woops.

I am really just rambling :D
Time passes so fast today. OH MY GOD, it's nearing 4pm! It's nearing 4pm!! Gee, be a good geek and head back to school to study already :D
Okay, I realised another thing.
My posts been so wordy and deviod of pictures since Jan 1st! What t heck! HAHAH. That's so unlike huh? Maybe I should start taking random pictures and post them up.
OH, Pops brought us to t Hong Kong Cafe @ Marina Square for supper on Friday and we were talking bout random stuffs when suddenly he told me that I could finally watch NC16 movies.
I. was. pissed. Because what Nuzrath once said to me was so true! That when I officially became 16, movies upgraded to M18.
IT'S TRUE!

Sweeney Todd, American Gangster, Atonement, Gone Baby Gone, ALL M18!!
GAAAAAAAH, SWEENEY TODD'S A RATED M18 FLIM! PLUS THE OH-SO-GORGEOUSLY-SIZZLING-HOT JOHNNY DEPP, OF COURSE I ANGRY LAH.
AND WHEN I WANTED TO WATCH WARLORDS (starring Andy Lau, Jet Li, Takeshi Kaneshiro), IT WAS A FREAKING NC16 BECAUSE OF BATTLE SCENES. And I was an innocent 15 that time. I was so fffffffff angry cos I loved (and must watch) every movie that Andy Lau stars in, nice mah. Plus he's hoooot :D

But bah, you can watch Warlords in crunchyroll.net, so no big fuss over it now.
Yeah, after I told my dad that movies have all upgraded to M18 when I, finally struck at this age, and could finally watch bloody unrated NC16 movies,
you know he just LOL-ed infront of me. And I was like, T_T.
Right, so here I come 18, a pretty good age cos I could get alcohol legally too :D

I've always been fasinated by fantasical beings because they are so.. unusual. That's random :O

Everything feels like a dream. Everything that ever happened, it felt like a beautiful dream (: Thank you.

Family.

I caught CJ7 with my family today :D It was good, thumbs up! There was laughter, tears, frustration, (by that small bratty kid in t flim) and I think that if you bring along your whole family to watch this, it'll be more meaningful.After all, it's chinese new year. Bad hair day though!
Might be watchin Ah Long Pte Ltd tomorrow! Excited :D Also visitings, hahah.


Ate so much today, Pops bought soft sweet wine and eeeeeeeeek, it's so sweet it burns my throat. HAHA, so I told him, "Di, next time don't buy sweet wine already lah. Just drink vodka!" (He bought a few from duty-free shop and kept them -.-)

And he was like, "cannot lah, later you drunk".

Haha, obviously my reply to him was, "at least I'm at home".

HAHAHA! Okay, I just was teasing him somehow.

And my brother was doink today.

He was booking t movie tickets online, (10.50 each, WTF)

then he was like, "OH NO OH NO, SOMETHING WRONG LEH".

Then Pops was like, "Huh, what happened?"

"How come t date is Thursday?!"

Then pops laughed at him and came into my room to tell me that. I was like, WHUUUUUUUUUUUUUUT. My brother lost track of time. Hehe!

All I just want you to do is turn around and say, I dont love you like I did yesterday.

It'll make me stronger then. It's better that way. (:

: D

I don't get t after-today-willl-be-a-new-year-thing thing. I mean, isn't it 2008 already? HAHAH, ok happy lunar new year soon.
...
My hongbaos are gettin smaller lah.


MY CINNAMON SCROLLS TURNED OUT TO BE -
AAAAAHUH! *tink* don't worry, there's always next time!
What t fff..
Tomorrow I'll try bheesecake muffins hur.
Meaning berry cheesecake, translated into Christina's baking terms. Hah hah hah.
WHAT THE HELL I'M SO LLLLLLLL today. Lolly. :D

Today's MT period was fun (well practically most of it). Ayron plays Half-Life too! Like hey! I've been lovin' that since a primary geeko 8-D . Love it, love it, love it! But I never figure how t heck my brother cracks it up so that I can play lan with t com players and myself. WOOHOO! When these people get owned by me, they end up as char kway teow (people-turned-meaty-buns). HAHAHAH, that was t joke of my childhood but at that time, I didn't think it was funny.. until now.
Got lotsa plans after CNY, but who'll be there? (:


Geesh. I’ve got a piece of paper..



But it's empty.









So let's fill it up with comics!
Hah :D
Yeah maybe.. maybe we were trying too hard.

take that!

:D SHEEEEEEESHH, why should I let one big o' egotistic, irresponsible, (list goes on) person to ruin my life. DUHH, NOOO!
Immersed in these few days of torment and then, back to Earth I shall return! *pose with Toys "R" Us' light saber and banana cape* MHAHAHAH.

Past = present

Oh honey, sad to say, you're still stuck in your own bloody past (: After 2 years, you're still t same, you're still resorting to this dirty pile of crap. Tsk tsk tsk, so you think I'm still that stupid to believe this old thing of yours? No. Last time, you got off easily because I was an typical teeny stupid heartbreak trance. But now, you won't get away scot-free so easily. You'll pay for all t damages you've done (: All of your kind, I know, all of them are t same.

Cowards.
It's fucking pain ar, but what t do?

GREAT! Now I can finally concentrate in class :D And and, I can't wait to watch Ah Long Pte Ltd! AHAHAH, and half day for Wed, woohoo! Then going to have renuion dinner blahblah. Been loving to get involved in something happenin. T bigger t better, means more fun. Better than just sitting around, thinkin of t unnescessary.(:

Sorry ar people, a big sorry to yall. I know I've been very.. sentimental and being more like siao char bo, anyhow scream here and there..
I think everything'll be normal from today onwards.
Shall stop this swing from swinging one end to another.
Very tiring. Even more tiring than you, asshole.

Love my girrrrrrrrrlssssss, I miss sec 2. Cos many of us are changing already. ):

dont read.

THE BIG WOO HAA BANG IS HERE.
And she's making a hospital stay.
Praying that she'll make this out alive.

No matter what, today, I might die or live, but I'll just put a stop this this.
Enough already, enough.
Enough is enough. You're going through all this, but he's out there enjoyin himself without your presence.
You don't have to do this to yourself, you just got to protect yourself, show what you got.
End your own misery.



I went to Red Man again today, I'm makin stuff for people I love this Valentine's! HAHAH, my girls are so goin to gain a few pounds that day.

Kiddin.

Then after that, met Joey and had some catching up. Sakae Sushi was our dinner, hmm, service was baad yeah. Went to Sheng Siong to get my usual dunk and then went to her house for some fun. Hahah, it rhythms okay! Went home quite early, was hopin I could stayover but, SCHOOL TOMORROW, and parents permit.
Ugh school tomorrow.. Yeah, I'll get caught again but whatever. I'm not t one with t wildest, coloured hair and I still get caught. Like WHAT THE FUCK, IN YER FACE, LOOK AT YOUR OWN BIASNESS AND BY T WAY, YOU CAN CHOOSE TO BE LENIENT BUT YOU CHOSE TO BE LIKE A FUCKING DM YOURSELF. IT'S YOUR OWN CHOICE TO BE LIKE THIS, YET YOU SAID YOU DIDN'T HAVE ANY. BULLSHIT. STAND UP HIGH AND TAKE A LOOK AT T WHOLE DAMNED SCHOOL, PRACTICALLY EVERYONE SHOULD BE CAUGHT, ISN'T IT?
DUMBFUCK, STOP WASTING MY TIME. IT'S ALREADY UR LAST YEAR, WHAT YOU WANT US TO DO? CAN YOU BE MORE FLEXIBLE? GIVE US ABIT MORE OF A FREEDOM? SICK OF YOU, TOTALLY.
FUCKING SCHOOL, I CAN'T WAIT TO GET OUT OF YOU.
I MEAN IT, I FUCKING MEAN IT.


I'M SO PISSED, I'M SO PISSED I'D CRY. YEAH, LAUGH ALL YOU WANT, BUT LIFE'S THAT MEAN TO ME. IT'S THAT COLD ON ME. IT'S THAT UNFAIR THAT EVERYONE ELSE GET AWAY WITH IT BUT I DON'T. I ALWAYS DON'T.

save. me.

It's weird and lifeless without .
You left this for me to drop through.
I dont understand, I'm not even significant in your life?


Ugh, if only I'm stick thin or something.
Oh my g, why does every moment have to be so hard.
tiredddddddddddddddddddddddddd.
sickkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk.
mentally.
I can hardly breathe.
I. need you here. with me.

with me.

gee, i'm so tired and things are happening at t wrong time.
anyways, it's t 1st of feb.
haha.





i feel like bakin.