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So you wanna play along with me huh?
No matter how fuckin deep this wound would be, no matter how fucking hurtful it'll be,
FINE, I'LL FUCKING PLAY ALONG.
YOU WONT EVEN KNOW IF I'M DEAD OR LAYIN ON THESE COLD WALLS. IT'LL BE TOO LATE BY THEN, WHEN YOU TRY TO MAKE UP, YOU'VE MISSED YOUR STEP.
COME, BUY ME A BUCKET AND GIVE ME ALL YOU GOT.
NO YOU DON'T CARE, YOU DONT FUCKIN CARE NO MORE.


yA, SO NOW, MY MP3 PLAYER'S CABLE IS MISSING, HOW FUCKIN GREAT.
and that was intentionally capitalised.


Let's talk about today.
It was great. Hope everyday could be like this but it's not really possible. Let's face it, lessons are boring when you're bored, then you start to daydream, and you get dreamy = you get sleepy.
Ugh, like, whatever. I wish I could put on a bald wig to school, then it'll put a stop to all those "pin this up, pin that up". *typical roll eyes*
Oh yeah, I got a new modem, I think that's what they call that. Yeah, no more irritating-the-shit-out-of-you-computer-when-it-restarts-out-of-the-blue.

Ugghh, WHERES MY CABLE, I NEED T LULLABIES!


I'll be sleeping with my tears tonight,
again.

baby,

I'll keep myself busy just so it'll pause this agony.

Adam Khoo's workshops for three days, NAFA open house on Thursday, POA remedial on friday. I guess this'll be enough to keep myself preoccupied : D, plus me girls! WHAT ELSE HAHAH.
Had fun yesterday at t party, although there were only a few party people. Idris, Nuzrath, Vani and Wei Shan. Hoho.

We were watching t Bridge of Teribithia and there was something wrong with t audio, got subtitles (for t hearing impaired :x), but no voice volume. So imagine we were watching t movie, via subtitles and itsy bitsy background music. Thinking about it, it was pretty funny. Like we're laughing at thin air and people think we kuku. HOHO. Anyway, didn't get to watch t whole movie cos I gotta go east coast. Tragedy.

Today I went out with Pops to get my baking necessities! Hahah, I've thought it over. Either NAFA or Shatec for me. Art, music, cooking yeah!


What's t diff honey?
Hahah.

ho.

School this week have been fun, cos mrs specs, varney and I were producing comics. HAHAH, and those were like, t darn funniest shit ho. Tomorrow mini party at Nuz's place then after that going out with Joeeeeeey and her guy. So yeah, I don't know, I got t crave for some alcohol now. I'm feeling very - inside, but I can't let it out.
BLAH BLAH BLACK SHIT. LOL.
Oh yeah, thumbs up for this week thanks to t absence of white ass Snoopy! So t whole week was rather relaxin and t class is less scolding-prone to, though we got nagged and shouted out (wasn't there, HAHA.)
YouknowwhatIreallydontknowwhatImsayin.

OHhhhh, Wei Shan made some deeeelish croissants today! FUCK, I ASKED HIM TO BRING TONS OF IT TOMORROW FOR T PARTAYE! WOOHOO! D'OH! Hmmm, looks like it's gonna be sinful tomorrow! Cakes, cookies, croissants, food, food, food, tidbits. HA HA HA. I can't wait sia, I've been wanting to go out since, t starting of this week! LOL. I wanna go Ikea, wanna go Bras Basar, wanna go Central, Clarke Quay, KBOX!, townin..
Hmm.. weekends should be longer..

Every night you cry yourself to sleep
Thinking, why does this happen to me?
Why does every moment have to be so hard..

I guess it's true, perhaps.
SO ENOUGH ALREADY YOU FUCKTARD!
IT HURTS IT HURTS IT HURTS!

Alright, let t fun cover it all up.
Hahah, tootsy and pussy!

this cycle.

You've tried so hard to let everything go behind
But patience runs out dry
Hits hard on that agony meter
Breaks down on glass shards
Just alone, you pick your bloody legs up.
You write "It's going to be fucking okay" all over your chalkboard.
You thought everything was alright
But you'd fall again

Cos everything's just blindfolded in this beginning.

I'm always waiting.

Yeah, so d'oh.

Goodbye over-rated NC16 furken movies, BECAUSE YOU WILL NOT BEAT ME EVER AGAIN.
EVER AGAIN! I'LL FLASH MY DAMNED IC WITH A DOINK FACE OF MINE, HAHAH!
And so, we're going to have a duo birthday celebration next week at Nuz's house! HAHA, SOUNDS LIKE FUNN.

And today was funneeeeeeehh, funnier than yesterday and t day before.
I think TNFs can become a combined comics artistes. WALUA HAHAH.
And err, it's burning. Can't imagine how t weather'll be like during mid-month. I'll be baked. HOHO.

PUSS IN BOOTS.

Big thankies to aplenty of awsome people, my girls- Nuzrath, Vani, Suhana, Cheryl, Samantha, Wan Teng, Wirda, Joey, machos- Idris, Rafi, Ahmad, Shak, Wei Shan, Marcus, classmates and such- Nabilah, Attiqah, Faez, Hui Wen, Jerena, Beanice, Vikram, Chennam, Zi He and yeap, sorry if I left you anyone out! Thank you all for making this year's a special one.


I keep bleeding love.
I can't understand.

:l

Lol, I realised time is passing rather slowly.
Is it me or ?
It felt like months just passed, but it's only 3 weeks since Jan 1st!
Kaaaaoooo.

Anyway, t joke about pussycat doll was furken hell funneh.
:D

What the..

Why are you doing this? Why are you doing this to yourself and to us?
Why the fucking hell and what t fucking shit are you tryin to do?
Who are you really? Do you really treat us as we are, or are you just doing if cos you have to?
Why are you treating us normally and then doing this behind our backs?
Why, WHY THE FUCKING FUCK SHIT DAMNED GOLDFISHY FUCKED UP... COOKIES!!!!!!!!!!!!!
(I know it doesn't make any sense)
You made it so uncomfortable for me, and I guess I'm t only one who knew about this.
Why must you do this.. why..

OH GREAT, POA TOMORROW. HAs HAs HAs, SCREWED UP SCHOOL. FUCKEN MIDGET WITH A FUCKED UP FACE THAT NEEDS A BIG BLOODY PLANG PLANG SLAP.
WACUA, I DON'T KNOW WHY BUT I REALLY DON'T EVER WANT TO GO TO SCHOOL.
WHAT T HELL, FLU BUGS! COME TO MEEEEEEEEE!!

It's a holy bad time for me to be feeling like this during 2008, cos it's my important year. Sigh, how I wished I could slap myself out of this, hot soup. LOL, HOT SOUP.
BsWsAsHsAsHsAsHs. I could practically laugh myself to death everytime I attend lessons with "barney" and mrs specs and mighty mouse. HO HO HO.
sss to t crescendo!


I MISS PD! THAT'S WHAT I CALL LIFE MAN.
UGGHGHHHH #$@%$!@#$@!#$.
Aiyah. I'll push through..
I'll push through..

Uhh..
Guess what?
My mum's dying her hair now.

HAHHAAHAHAHAH. Wei! ha"s" ha"s", okay I won't laugh.
Anyway, I guess my Tuesdays and Wednesdays are screwed because POA is hits t first two periods of my timestable. Bless 4E3.
T other lessons won't get so boring anymore because Vani t barney's sitted beside me, plus mighty mouse and purple jacket infront of me! SO LIKE, WE KEPT MAKING JOKES.
HAHAHAH, PRACTICALLY EVERYDAY CAN LAUGH UNTIL IT'S SO FUNNY, LAUGHING HARD ISN'T ENOUGH. D'oh :D, Vani, you know what I mean. Haaaa'ss'! *chokessssss*

I still can't figure which topic I'll want to use for my art paper. Hhmmm, it's a rather tough decision. Because I might make a wrong turn, like half-way realise that it wasn't my slice of pie, or cup of milk... tea.
And went to t Donut Donut shop with doughnut and I bought some bread but not any of t doughnuts, still it's weird how doughnut didnt buy any of her doughnuts. HAHA! :D
Ok, I go do my homework already lah.
Guai right!,





it's to watch tv though. channel 8 @ 9pm. HOHOHO! Or rather.. Ho's' Ho's' Ho's'. :D
LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOLSSSSSSSSs.

Sinnnnnnnnnnn.

Today's been a very sinful day.
Milk and cookies, ice cream and cookies, more and more cookies!
I feel t fats, I feel meself bloating!
UGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH, too.. yum...
Christinaaaaa stoppppp ittttttttttttttttttttttttttttttt, you fat lard!
GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRrrrrrrrrr..


Anyway, school was funnneh today. GEE GEE GEE, it tickles my funny bones.
GAA GAAA HAHAH.
Olive.. gaa h..*stops self from outburst of a LOL* .. POP. EYE.
OH MY %$$%%%%%%%%%%5, I swear you could hear my laughter all t way from t MRT station if I didn't stopped myself.
HAHAHA

Nay, just exaggerating.

Oops, I ate another cooooookiee.

HA HA HA HA HA, OOOHHH I saw Amirah today! SHES HOOOOT, and she reminds me alot about our primary school life. Ahem.

AND BEBE, YOU'RE SO CHILDISH STILL PLAYING CATCHING WITH ME LIKE A 3-YEAR-OLD KID! BIG BULLY ON A PRIMARY SCHOOL CHUBBY! HAHAHHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH,

love you!

loads.

More of times like this please!

Tell me.

Jamie Scott & The Town.

Here I Am, Everyday,
Since You Said, You'd Come Again,
But It's Not Fair, Cos You're Not Here,
I Wait In Vain, But Nothing Has Changed,

I'm A Flower, Soaking In The Rain,
If I Could Wish One Thing, I'd Hear You Call My Name,

So When Will I See Your Face Again,
When Will You Touch My Life Again (ohh yeah),
When Will I Breathe You In Again (ha),
I Think I Love Youuu...Will I See Your Face Again,

Little Thing, Like The Rain Coming,
She Looked At Me A Certain Kind Of Way,
Tell Me Girl, Where Are You Nowww,
'Cos I Don't Know How Much Longer I can Waaait,

I'm A Dreamer, Waiting For The Sun,
When You're Coming In, I know My Life's Begun,
Tell Me Girl...

When Will I See Your Face Again (ohh yeaaah),
When Will You Touch My Life Again (ummm um),
When Will I Breathe You In Again,
I Think I Love Youuu, Will I See Your Face Again,

You Know That All My Life I've Been Waaaiting,
Waiting For Sooome, Someone Like You To Love Me,
You Can't Come By Like An Angel, Into My Life,
And then Fly Awaaaay, Flyyyyyy Away,

Oh Honey, Cos I, Uh Baby, Ba Ba Doo Yeah, Ohh ohhhh,
Sing, I've Only Seen Youuu, Oh, I Said, Uh huh, I Said I Said, Yeah (woo)

When Will I See Your Face Again (I Wanna See You Once In My Life),
When Will You Touch My Life Again, (Wanna See You Twice In My Life),
When Will I Breathe You In Again (ohhh),
I Think I Love Youuu, Will I See Your Face Again,

I said, see Bap pa da doo ba ba (ohhh),
Bap Ba Doo Yeah, That's What We Do Yeaahhh (ohh),
When Will iii See Your Face Again My Friend,
Oh Yeah, I Think You Gotta Let Me Know Yeah,
Ohh Yeahhh...
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Oh yeah, his voice is hot. Yumm.

Been eating alot lately.. strawberry milk with honey stars, milk, milk with cookies, strawberry milk, cookies, chocolate chip cookies, strawberry milk with cookies, cookies ducked in strawberry milk.. yuuummm.
Thus, I bet my waist line will increase in no time.

Anyway, went to Singapore Arts Museum yesterday :D
FUN FUN FUN! So many captivating art pieces and mysterious ones.. uhh, I'll have to use my utmost kind of imaginative mind to figure it out! But art is your imagination. If you think it's a pig, it's a pig. If you reckon it's a dog, it's your fucking kind of dog. :D
WOOHOO! THOU CAN'T WAIT TO GET STARTED ON MY OLEVEL ART.
D'oh.

Oh, my dad said something when Britney Spear's Pieces of Me topped MTV Pop Inc.
"Actually, she sing not bad one. It's just her life.. very messed up."

Yeah, I agree. Well... I.. uhh, was her fan when I was a primary school kid lah. I'll rock to her, Hit Me Baby One More Time. Hahahahahahah, some funny shit. But people change right? So, just wish her well.

I really don't feel like going to that green place tomorrow, yknow.
My com is still fucked up :D So I'm using my brother's com.
And.. I still feel fucked up.

Behind every smile, there's something amiss.
Tried, and perhaps slapped between those rocky walls.
Even if losing one's self is suffocating enough, everything'll still be gone.
Standing on t greener side is what they always say,
Dark falls and cold truth reveals itself.
Nothing is ever t same again.

You made it so hard to breathe,
I had to put on a fucking gas mask.
What do I have to do, what must I do?
Don't wait till it's too late to realise something important is drifting away, or even lost?
Or will you even realise?


Fuck, it's 2008 already.
Ain't last year tormenting enough?


Fine.

5, 4, 3, 2, 1.

Yesterday was wholesomely fun. Was wanting to go Kbox but t prices soar to bout $49.50 per person. (Idris give wrong info laaaaa.) Siao right? So dropped t idea.

Went to celebrate at Joey's place then.
Rafi was sickly drunk. Seriously man, it was humorous. But I kept making fun of him. GAHAHAHAHAH. DRUNK TECHNO BOY.

Then watch countdown on channel 5. MCR WAS ON TV! But when I realised it, already no more. KAO. #%@$@!.
Hahahah, okok. Funny, keep thinking of yesterday and it tickles my funny bones.
LMAO.

Now it's 2008, ahuh. Somehow, I just want to go back to yesterday again. BLOODY, HOLLY, FUCKED UP FUN : D (Esp. Idris and Rafi on t gong drum machine @ arcade)
Sunday going to Kbox I think :D
Ok, need pack things, need take panadol, need set alarm, need .. idk.. get more drinks?
Tomorrow'll be chaotic. And, my homework not done laaaaa.

See, I knew it.
I know it'll be like this.
You dont mean what you say
cos if you did..
Then, where are you?
I finally understand why I get those dreams.
Because I see it happening. Why was I moody, you'll ask. Because I predicted this after that day.

My pain, my own. My very ownself.

two oh oh seven.

So, here we are again, at t very end of each year. Lookin back, it's fast isn't it? It'll be t same next year, totting up addition stress and limited supply of brain juice. Probably too hectic even to realise how quick time passes.

Cheh, say so much, like I can really concentrate hard like that. LOL lah.

Anyway, let's recap.

My birthday celebration and it's peeps.

We had pizza for lunch and I remembered Shak was late. But he still got his slice. : D

My girls in a flash.

And Idris' secret exposed.-------

Had a blast at

Singapore's motorshow, with t car-lovin girl.

Nuzzzzzzzzraaaaaaaaath.My car. Hah.-------

Takin art courses

was damn entertaining and enjoyable.although it is time-consuming and sort of strenous. (I'll miss t old art room.)

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Sec ones Band Bond.

We blessed them with holy water balloons attarrrrrrkk. Hahahah.

Idris is being very bolly.-------

Sentosa.-------

First-timing @ Haji Lane with t girls!

A legendary discovery -------

Some boo boos.

Some good.Haha, 2007 is a year that I've eaten t most amount of doughnuts. Munchy's, Popdoh, Donut Factory, Vinco, and assorted shops.-------

Killer Marathon thing.

No. Comments

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MCR'S FUCKING CONCERT! (minus Bob ): )

FUCKING HOT HOT HOT HOT HOT HOT! And that's t best gift, best day, best hottest thing that ever happened! BESSSSST. : D

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PD Trip.

Awsomely loved, most memorable.

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T randomness of stuffs.

Vani fell in love instantly with Brownie t dog.T ah beng ah lian gang. Hahah, just kidding.Classes are mostly boring.Short rave about peace.

Yeap, so much happened but we're still together. I guess.-------

Mother Nature.-------

Just want every fucking thing to be okay. I won't bother about shits already, once O levels are over, what's true, will stay on, what's not, will drift away. Yeah, I'm bend on saving more money, eat less, try to pass my 2.4 already and focus more in classes.

My girls to be happy and healthy. My friends around me to happy and healthy and kicking. Happier future for t band, school to be less fucking biased. Hah. Peace throughout t Earth. Less poaching, less cruelty..

Yeah, happy fucking new year people :D There's school tomorrow. Crap.