It's tragic with a capital tee.

Everyone is studying.
But I can't, I dont have th mood to.
I'm going to flunk.

Why won't th world be a happier place to live in.
Saffron robes.. 13 monks killed.
What's th point man.

Th detemination is gone
and I'm watching upon th sky, that it'll fall one day.
It will fall one day.



BOMMMMBAAAAAAAAAAAA!
DIEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!



Is interesting.

When it's too late, it'll never come back again.

Well they encourage your complete cooperation,
Send you roses when they think you need to smile.
I can't control myself because I don't know how,
And they love me for it honestly, I'll be here for a while.

So give them blood, blood, gallons of the stuff!
Give them all that they can drink and it will never be enough.
So give them blood, blood, blood.
Grab a glass because there's going to be a flood!

A celebrated man amongst the gurneys.
They can fix me proper with a bit of luck.
The doctors and the nurses they adore me so,
But it's really quite alarming cause I'm such an awful fuck. (Oh thank you!)

I gave you blood, blood, gallons of the stuff,
I gave you all that you can drink and it has never been enough.
I gave you blood, blood, blood,
I'm the kind of human wreckage that you love
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Hohoh, I ran past your chance and it'll be hard for you to catch it back.

Anyway, studying at th library, didn't have th mood too, so.. ahh.
After that went to jp with Nuz and merely went to th fitting room at every outlet I went to. It's fun, trying on clothes that you want to.

And bloody blessings to my computer for getting permanently ill.
I don't wanna reformat it HAHAH, SO SUFFER WHILE YOU CAN COMPUTAAAAAAAA.
And well yeah, I suffer too cos it keeps restarting.

I. want. to. hug. Ray. Toro. (:
Cos he's so... cuddly.

Mentaaaaaal.

Oh ho, I'm finally blogging.
Yeah okay.
I'd to say all my lovely pretty daisies are kind-hearted and forgiving enough to actually try to move on with th "truth", as you proclaimed.
And what do y know, thanks alot for backstabbing her, giving th pain, and giving everyone th fucks again.
You're out, you can act on and nobody knows,
but pop daisies and I know that your selfish heart is th same as you are outside.
I loathe myself for being a whoppsy. And I loathe you more for being more than a whoppsy.



On a happier note,
yknow what? MCR IS HOT. Like totally. And I dont have much other bands that I like.(Actually, I don't even have one) I havta admit I'm more of a choosy bitch and hard to please. But MCR won my heart.






Mmm, crayons.

Frank Iero: "Has goldfinger ever had a flock of mooses advancing on him? It's a terrifying sight."
Mikey Way: "That's not the plural of moose, it's moosi."
Gerard Way: "Fuck off, it's meese."

P.S Ohh stop saying that Gerard and Frank are gays, that made them even hotter. And you're not.



Heh, going to Port Dickson this holidays. Which are coming like, SOON SOON SOON baby. 2 more weeks of blood papers (no, not diamonds) and then it's over.
.. for this year.

I wanna rock th hotel room like no one have ever seen before.
DEAD!

Th things she've done to make life seem so beautiful.















Speedio recovery mama!
It really hurts me to see you suffering from all th needles and medications... :'(
I love you.


So darn tired now.. But it's not th time for me to sleep yet.. ugh.. so.. worried.

yello.

Okaaaaaaaaaay, I'm finally like, blogging blah.
But who reads it anyway? HA HA HA. Anyway, I GOT QUIZ! (:

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1. The person who tag you is?
- Jia Qi!

2. Your relationship with him/her is?
- Haha, my sweet sweet banana ;D

3. Your 5 impressions of him/her?
- Hoho, really prettaye ;D
- Sweeet.
- Lovable
- Sociable?
- Ha ha, adorable!


4. The most memorable thing he/she had done for you?
- Hahah, I guess, being bananas together are th most memorable thing? Okay.. what am I saying.. :l

5. The most memorable words he/she had said to you?
- "BANANADARLING!" Lol :D

6. If he/she becomes your lover, you will?
- OO, well, she's taken ;)

7. If he/she becomes your lover, things he/she has to improve on will be?
- Be more positive and be happy everyday! :D Other than that, shes perfect.

8. If he/she becomes your enemy, you will?
- Move on.

9. If he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be?
- Hmm, it all depends yes? .. I guess.

10. The most desire thing you want to do for him/her now is?
- Hahah, sayang her (:

11. Your overall impression of him/her is?
- Hot banana.

12. How you think people around you will feel about you?
- Eerr. Like, "Ew, look at that bitch." ?
Hah.

People who know me will :
- Talk to me lor.. HA HA HA.

13. The character you love of yourself are?
- ...

14.On the contrary, the characters you hate of yourself are?
Most of everything I guess.

15.The most ideal person you want to be is?
Ideaaaaaall? Hhmmm, some really hot and gorgeous model.. okay, wait, Ray Toro's life partner :DDDD!

16. Pass this quiz to 10 persons:
ONE ; Nuzrath
TWO ; Cheryl
THREE ; Wan Teng
FOUR ; Idrisssssss
FIVE ; Rafiiii
SIX ; Woonguek!
SEVEN ; Vaannniii
EIGHT ; Jacqueline :D
NINE ; Candissss
TEN ; Edwarddd
(Sorry for th dragging.)

Questions(continued)

17. Who is no.6 [Woonguek] having relationship with?
All th loved ones around her.

18. Is no.9 [Candis] a male or female?
A female babe hur. :D

19. If no.7 [Vani] and 10 [Edward] are together, will it be a good thing?
ERRRRRRRRRRMMMM, it's gotta be weird.. really. Buut, love is a powerful thing, isn't it? Ha ha ha.

20.How about no.8 [Jacqueline] and 5 [Rafi]?
NOOOOOOOOOOOOO, someone's happily in a relationship (:

21.What is no.2 [Cheryl] studying about?
Th necessary + Art and POA.

22.When was the last time you had a chat with no.3 [Wan Teng]?
Oh, like, today! :D

23.What kind of music band does no.8 [Jacqueline] like?
Ohh. :l *long pause* Mellow, melancholy songs? ..
AAHHH, D'OH! Sorry!

24.Does no.1 [Nuzrath] has any siblings?
YESSS, she has 6 sworn sisters. :D

26.Will you woo no.3 [Wan Teng]?
I wooed and now she's mine, wanna know how? HAHAHA.

26. Is no.4 [Idris] single ?
Aahah, I dont know (:

27. What's the surname of no.5 [Rafi]?
Errrmm, yknow.. I don't really know how to spell. :x

28.What's the hobby of no.4 [Idris]?
Uhh, he loves cornet-ing? :x

29. Do no.5 [Rafi] and 9 [Candis] get along well?
Ahuh, I guess so (:

30. Where is no.2 [Cheryl] studying at?
YCSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS, with me hoho!

31. Talk something casually about no.1 [Nuzrath]?
She rocks my hair, my socks, and my braces. (Okay, dont makes sense but she pratically awsomely rocks!)

32. Have you try developing feelings for no.8 [Jacqueline]?
Lalala.. *looks around innocently*

33.Where does no.9 [Candis] live at?
I'm not sure, lakeside? :x

34.What colour does no.4 [Idris] like?
GREEENN!!! Is it?

35.Are no.5 [Rafi] and 1 [Nuzrath] best friends?
Yeap, think so :D

36.Does no.7 [Vani] likes no.2 [Cheryl]?
DUHHHHHHHHHHHHH! Lovers ho! :D

37.How do you get to know no.2 [Cheryl]?
She hops around.

38.Does no.1 [Nuzrath] have any pets?
Yes! Nemo th Luohan fish. Hahah.

39.Is no.7 [Vani] the sexiest person in the world?
*Sings Sexbomb*

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Alright, there.
I'm starting to feel th extreme stress level for th eoy.
Kinda slow, but, just realised that there's alot more to study and memorise.
Trying hard now. Sigh.

SHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEP!!!!

It rained, so it might not rain tomorrow.
And tomorrow isssssss Monday = school + pe.
No rain = PE prevails = 2.4

God, save me.

omg, i sooo want this.

Love th sound effects, love th graphics(not bad for a NDS already), love th thrill, love th simpsons, love Homer rolling around in his big fat ass.

Th weekends end like VROOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOM!


edited,
Dementium: The Ward.


WOOOOO! Th first ever horror game for NDS! Well, actually not th first one but I'd say it'll be th best out of it. Looks like a Silent Hill rip-off but WHATEVER! I love th tiny piano and th gore baby.


All coming out in late October. Good, way after th eoys.
Bah.

Th world is so.. obscure.
I love you my girls.

Havent been bloggin much have I?
Haw haw haw, mmmhhhmm. :l
I feel like indulging in some reaaally nice chocolates. Like from Godiva or grab some big ass gummies from Candy Empire.
Ahh whaat th. Oh yeah, my brother'll be home till... uhh, his next service.
Hahah, be around in a week or so.

Been thinking alot this week. I'm kind of person that's sensitive to whatever's happening. Okaaaaaay, leave out politicial issues. *roll eyes*
So I'll either make a big beejeezus out of it, or I'll ponder over it for days. Sometimes even both eh?
Have you ever fabricated how th world'll be like if there's no war going on?
Or.. even be thankful to th countries which protected us from th quakes? Maybe.. if it wasn't for Indonesia, I won't even be here typing uhh, yeah.
Soooooo, and after everything, you wonder to yourself why you'd even think so bloody hell much?
GAAH.

I feel like.. I'm losing.. things that I value, things that I'm cherishing.. slowly one by one? Uhhmm.. I dont know, I just wanna slap myself hard in th face if that'll make things better, wait, no way yeah?
I gotta change or something..
Ohwells.

I feel like a loser
I am a loser.

HAW HAW.

Just want it to rain tomorrow.
Okay, it's bored today, and I'm bored.
See, now shits all splattered around me and I've got to clean up th mess or else it'll stink even more.
It's my brother's Passing Out Parade this Wednesday morning but I can't freaking go cos there's only two tickets issued to him. Sad, home is messed up.
Life's messed up.
And all I see on th magazines are freakishly skinny, gorgeous people. Thanks for that. D'OH.
Oh, funny news. My horoscope says "A fascinating romantic encoounter is also coming your way."
Yeah likeeee what? I'm going to bump Ray Toro on my way home? HA HA HA HA!
Laugh, it's a cold joke cos it's kinda cold now.

Yeah, in th end.. no nevermind.

downfall.

Yesterday, RamenTen @ FarEast Plaza.


Mango Soda& Blue Lime Soda.


This kind of cherry taste weird.


Cheryl's teriyaki beef ramen.


My hokkaido oyster ramen. Disappointed, th oysters look big, but actually it's only 1/3 th size of th oval balls. Yes, more flour, less oyster.

After talking long about it, we decided to give it a go,



Two happy teenagers.

But after I came home,
issues, issues, issues.






And now it's gone.
I miss it.
I'm really miserable now, dont know why.
I really want it.

Cheryl, I envy you.
:'(

Th hot.

BEHOLD!







Ho ho, yes, th hot liprings.
Cheryl and I are sooo going to get em after th eoy or so,
excited! But, hope th pain is bearable for me.


Eheh, sorry to have to make yall relink me. I just thought I need th blog needs a new name.. naaaaaaaaaah,
I wanted it to have a new name ;D
Darker bg colour, cos I got sick of th lighter one.
& I HEART MCR MORE BABY!

Watched 881 yesterday.
Uhhhh, actually was kind of disappointed? Cos th sad part didn't managed to make me tear or something. It's moving though. Ha ha, I think secretly, Secret is nicer :x
Aiyah, both of th flims has it's unrealistic points.
Hoho, very techno sad.

TH HOLIDAYS ARE COMING TO AN END!!
T_T, okay. Give me th power of a studious kid, NOW I SHALL START STUDYING!

Um, maybe abit later or tomorrow. OH,
hopefully I'm heading out with lilmissCHERYL after band ;D
Th bloody lunatic fans of MCR, hoho!
Christmas' coming, that explains th hoho! (:


I LOVE RAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAYY!
He's got his hair gelled down in th Ghost Of You MV, DAMN SHUAI!
Older guys are hotter, always.

What now?

YAY! Famous Last Words annnnnnd, Ray is th sex bomb inside. Hohoho, so is Gerard, and Frank, and Bob, and Mikey ;D
Love em all, fucktards!
OOOOhhh, guess what?

It rained yesterday night and it rained today too! Okay, that's boring.
Ah, okay, more bout my life... It sucks.
Fuck, that's boring too.

Out of boredom, I did this.

I can fasinate a MARS bar in my fingers baby! , Without th extra fats please.



Nuz's half-done pegs! Pretty okay! Time-consuming, but I dont mind having a long session of bonding with my girl. Heh heh. Oh, speaking of her, we're planning to open a blogshop ;D Prob after th eoy, WHICH I CANT WAIT FOR, TO BE OVER.
Like, uh, thinking about eoy gets me all pressurized yet excited.
Oh, and I hate maths graph. Totally.



Is that me?




I've been walking around like a zombie and for God's sake,
there's nothing to be brooding over him about!
*slaps forehead loud and.. ouch!*
I'm such a typical teeny booper. HA HA, nevermind, I didn't get what I just said either.
HELLOOOOOOOOO, someone please bloody slap me out of this, illusion orr this.. thoughts? Uh, I CAN'T BELIEVE I'M SUCH A * ;D
Hm, I still miss him though.






WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAIT, SOMETHING'S NOT RIGHT EH?
I DONT MEAN IT. NOT REALLY. OR MAYBE I DO.
SOON I'LL JUST GET OVER THIS COS HE'S NEVER COMING BACK.
HURRAY. :l


Maths, band tomorrow.
Yawn, I want a guitar controller. I want to have a nice voice like Gerard so I can have my own rock band and sing rock songs that'll totally rock you out.
MCR totally rocks me out. HA HA, I just feel like murdering someone hearing this song. WOOHOO! Beware dickheads.

Sigh, whats wrong.

You won't like readin this.

Can you hear me cry out to you?
Words I thought I'd choke on figure out.
I'm really not so with you anymore.
I'm just a ghost.


Alright, out with it.
New hair sucks th hell.
Told her I wanted to maintain but she still cut it, oh well.
I look like a nut. Yes, worse than nutella.
I just feel like pointin a goddamn pistol to my head,
figurin how to pull th trigger
just to realise there's no bullet in it.
HA HA HA,
see, I've made a fool out of myself.
And yo m' boyyyyyy,
don't go pointin when you're th one who can't get a grip.
Oh, GET A GRIP, get?
I can make you hate me to th fuckin core, and heck, I don't care.
If there's anyone who could help you, it's your bloody self, so wake up and be strong already.

Burp.
So what if I bloody miss him? Ha ha ha.


I know, I'm not m' self.
Uhh, I want to watch 881.
I need to bring a bucket along too.

Saffron?

Ratatouille's (finally got it right) okay to me.
A little long-winded, but loved the animations.

Urmm, seriously, I hope I could just get over you!
You're haunting me :l
I wonder what you're doing man.
Sigh, I wish I could see you somehow.


Arsehole,
Stop asking me for help when I'm just a substitute to you.

):

_l_, I hate myself. Why must you give me some kind of hope when you're leaving.
Gee, opposite genders'll never nderstand each other. Maybe I'm just looking over the vast of green land. *points at me and laughs out loud*

OH MY GOD, LOOK AT THE CHEESY SHIT I'VE TYPED.
I dont know laah, I dont know myself.