ZOMG!

I just realised it've been days since I blogged!
Since when I don't know cos I dont' bother to count the days and I'm feeling freaking down :D
My times are happy but I'm just down for some reasons :l .. Maybe because I'm not satisfied with myself.
Fartface :D


HAPPY 1 YEAR ANNIVERSARY TO MY TNFS!!!
Love ya babes! :D

Shall blog or shall not.

How shallow.

Nothing much today :l
Boring as everrrrrr.
Tomorrow's going to be the boringest.
IN FACT, Tuesday has the boringest lessons held. FUCK

No comments today, just feel a little very empty, inside.
AHHHHHHH THE MUSIC PLAYER IS OUT OF PLACE.
I'm not in the mood to adjust, so maybe tomorrow?

I feel hollow inside,
I feel stupid.
I feel complicated,
I feel unloved.
It's weird I'm saying this but
I want to turn things around.
But it's too late.


THIS WEDNESDAY IS TNFS' 1 YEAR ANNIVERSARY! YAYAYAYYAYAYAYYA!.
Hearts you girls! MUACKS!.

):

Band Bond! :D

A funtime held for the new juniors who stepped into Band :D (It's the week before March Holidays. Sorry it's a little late.)
More pictures less talkin'.



Moving the benches from the canteen is sooo tedious. Thank God a few people offered to helped, especially some of our juniors :D How sweet!.
Uhh, despite the scorching fucking burning sun -.-, ladies can never resist to be a cam whores for a moment yes?

WE HATE THE SUN (from the looks of our um, faces.)



Nuzrath hates kisses ):



Nuzrath looks like she's constipating.



The cute little juniors all noisy and full of... fun.


Our very first activity!

The very very boring typical Icebreakers. Well, we need to know each other's name :D.



Was screaming my lungs out and Wirda didn't fancy it ): LIKE DUH





Watching us being tortured in the horrible weather. :D



A bunch of us demostrating how to play Wacko!.
While..

Suhana, Wan Teng, Cheryl and Samantha sets the yummies on the table and watch over it like nice bitches..um, preetaye ladies. (:







Had no idea what I was doing -.-


Idris wants it so badly,

the Bollywood contract.


Time for Chairsoccer I'd say!.







The 3 beauties and the squeaking.. gay guy.



Vani can't can can't CAN play the guitar :D.

It's great to see my besties all so yippee.




Seniors VS Juniors. :D What a tease.



Rafi's a goalee :D

And he loves his eerrr, nugget too.


Hungry and thirsty,

It's time to grab some yummies!.


Our last activity,

Fun drills! WAHAH.

..While the few seniors held a secret gathering..
To discuss our final attack. Heh heh. (:

Qayyum's botched breast implants ):





Alright! Photo taking time! Let's gather and smile for the cam!.
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MERRY CHRISTMAS!

And all they got is a splashful of water. (:


Okay lah, a reeeeeeeeeeeaaal photo taking a'right?

YCMB ROCKS HARD! And I LOVE YALL. :D


Here's something reeeal sick and stupid.




Yeah and you get to see my stupid, fugly face. :D
SMILE PEOPLE!.

P.s Any faults within this post will probably be corrected and changed on Monday and Tuesday COS ITS PAST MY BEDTIME LAH.
Corrections done (:.

:l

Photos tomorrow! ((:
And dreamland now.


God, please don't let it happen.
Emoism laah!

Sadded.

Blah, now even my blog turns me off.
New skin but blah, don't look good, screwed up codes and I'm sooo tired hah.
Coding and everything. Efforts down the drain. But too tired lazy to edit so.. will do so when I'm feeling better.

You may say that I'm running away
but that's what I wanna do.

I'm your worst nightmare and you should know
Maybe we ain't ready
Maybe things just couldn't work out between us.

I'm searching for happiness,
not fighting for it.
What I know now,
I'm tortured for light.

Went straight home after school today. :l The first time? I just feel too ___. Moodless? It's rojak feelings lah. Lol.
And weekends are here already, but just two days! Hah.
I was attentive during maths class today! OH-HOW-GUAI!. And I fell in love with Graphs I think :D Just weird, I was droppy before maths class. :l I'm so weird I don't even understand myself hahs.
Emo today, happy tomorrow. I hope. So.

I'm so irritating so selfish so idiotic and so unworthy to be with you.
So let's get off the nasty feeling alright?
:l I still don't know what to do.
If only I was a simpler person, not a bitch.

OOla.

You and you.

Music and lyrics rocks!
A array of music! If you like 80's and pop music, it'll be the perfect flim for you. Including you're into all the sappy lovey dovey (:
I fell in love with this show :D So totally.
4 out of 5, catch it if you're free. If you're not, MAKE YOURSELF FREE!.
Hahs.

Yeah, midyears are just in a few weeks time, so must must must focus and study hard! And SYF? In April! Omg, so scary.
Well, got nothing much to say. Just that, school life's really hard. Don't give up people! (: I'm trying so hard not to myself. But I'm on a string already hah.
Anytime might just go, SNAP!
And what happens next? No idea. HAHAHAH!.
Never happened to me before so uhh..
OKAY IM CRAPPING CRAPPING CRAPPING!!!
UGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHh.

Blessings.

What is the most essential for Humans to live?
Yeah, it's oxygen, air.

Plants gives us those, in exchange for our dirrty carbon dioxide :D
And without food to keep our energy up, water to prevent one from dehydrating, who else would be on the Earth anymore?

We should apperciate nature around us because animals are being sacrificed and killed for US to live. So are plants. Even deforestation have to be taken place to create space for industries or homes blahblah whatnot. And all this are actually killing lives. Not ours, but theirs, the animals, plants and the nature.

What triggered this thoughts were actually when I was having my dinner yesterday night, at a seafood stall near Chinese Garden MRT Station. My family and I ordered some frog meat with some delicious sauce to go with and with some other finger-licking dishes to side with our plain rice.
Outside their stall, there's this blurred-glassed tank, bout the size of any regular fish tank and inside was overcrowded with frogs. I dont know what species but yeah, any human will be able to point out that it's a frog. Lol. I stared at it for a long time, these frogs are just stuck there and waiting for the cook to end their lives. And their yummy yummy will be served. It's ... sad.
Every animal that is sacrificed for the people should be blessed and be sent to heaven or a paradise because if it wasn't for these very yummy generous animals, there won't be any food provided for us. Yeah, or probably they should be reincarnated as a Human. :D

YAY TEH ANIMALS AND PLANTS ROCKS!
So people, don't take your food for granted. Because you even start your meal, look at the dishes, fish? Chicken? Lamb chop? Carrots? Potatoes? They were living happily before they were sacrificed to satisfy your needs (:

Plants have lives too duh, that's why they need carbon dioxide and others to live and generate.

Now must chiong maths assignment -.-
School's opening tomorrow.
FUCK
I really don't want to go to school hah. You can say that I'm weak, but hell yeah, if that makes you shalala enough.

Should I cook maggie mee? Should I not? Didn't take a proper dinner it was just 2 bowls or yummilicious red bean soup. And now I'm fucking hungry. Well maybe not, :l SO SHOULD I EAT OR NOT?!.
Darn, if only I could go aneroxic for once.

I MUST RESIST!.
Okay, how do you like do this question?!?!
UGGH.

Hi.

Hello dead blog :D
Now it's revived by me. Bwahahhha!
Boo! School's coming this coming week ):
I didn't get to enjoy my holidays. Sigh.
WHAT HOLIDAYS?! ITS NOT EVEN CONSIDERED AS!. I guess :l
UGGGHHH, all the busy hours, daydreaming, scolding, sleeping, eating blah all affected... *mumbles away*
Didn't get to visit the Zoo yet D: HAHAH!.

AND HELL YEAH NUZRATH IS RIGHT.
GIRLS WILL NEVER HAVE ENOUGH $BLINGS$.
I want to shopppppppppppppp so badly.
Not window-shopping but S-H-O-P-P-I-N-G!!!
$_$ I'm so materialistic hahahha!...
What does it mean annyway? -.-

Um, I dont know what holiday assignment I have annnnndd, I shall be a good girl and ask around. ((((((((:

I DONT WANT HOLIDAYS TO ENDDDDDD!!!!!!!!!!!!
(Like duh who doesn't)

And I want shalalala shopping!~ (:
Sleep early people and drink lots of water because balhblahblahblah and it really helps to give you a healthy tint on you! (:

Bye.

March holidays! Rigggghhht. -.-

Oh bother, maths remedial is so boring today. Didn't listen in class at all and I agree that I should have stayed at home and took a longer rest instead. Annnnnnnnd, skipped Chemistry remedial to go to band earlier :D
Band practice was soooooo tiring today! Felt like a roti prata smacked hard against the floor. *SWWWWWAAACK!* Ouch.
Exaggerating :D Seriously D:

There's Maths and POA tomorrow. -.-
Speaking of POA, a few days back, my teacher had to talk to my pops cos I failed my POA overall score. *roll eyes* And when I told my pops,

"Hello daddy ar, my teacher wants to talk to you cos I failed for my POA overall results."

"Orh okay.....What's.... POA?"

HAHAHAH!!!!! And too bad I had to hold my laughter. Well, Accounts wasn't present as a course in the olden days. Darn, why must it be this generation :D.
I. DONT. WANT. TO. GO. TO. REMEDIALS!
Shit mans! What kind of March holidays is this?! I want a breeeeeeeeaaakk! ):
I'm skipping ___ and probably ___ too. Nah, I think I'll skip ___ :D
And yay! Sentosa with Miao (: hearts!.

...I want manicure. BUT I CAN'T!
Cos I have to sacrifice for Band. AWWWWWW LOL. I'm such a nice girl.

And due to the roti-prata-smacking-against-the-floor feeling, I shall stop hurting my brain for more rants and sleep early for a better tomorrow.
.......................................................................
Heeey, tomorrow got POA. Aw fuck yeah! NOT.



I WANT TO WATCH MUSIC AND LYRICS :D
Please be a windy weather tomorrow (:

Is it wrong?

Is it very eye-catching to see students holding hands? Uh?
Adults, especially would give that ZOMG-YOU-ARE-HOLDING-HANDS-LOOK.
Know what, we, students are Humans like you and we have the rights to fall in love.

But you are still schooling and studies are important.

I agree, but that doesn't mean teenagers like us CAN'T BE INVOLVED IN A BGR. I mean seriously, everyone have freaking feelings and emotions, everyone can love.
SO WHATS SO WRONG WHEN SEEING A STUDENT COUPLE HOLDING HANDS?! I gorge out your eyes ye hear me? LOL.
As long as the feelings are true, limitations are set and you are able to handle it while schooling, why not? It's all your life experience.

Anyway, it's great to be in love. Because I believe it'll make you stronger in the end. (:

MARCH HOLIDAYS ARE HERE! Wait, did I said that in the previous post? Or was it the previous previous one? Hey, did I even mention it. -.-
AAAHH WHATEVER.

ITS STILL FREAKING HOLIDAYS!
And heck yeah, a freaking busy one.

Darn I wish I had a million bucks I could spend on for shopping. Hah.
Shopping instincts acting up! D:
AAANNNDD, I dont care but I must go extreme exercising one of the days lol. And I'll probably eat back the calories the next day :l Shucks.

MY BROTHER SAID SHE HE WANTS TO BUY NINTENDO WII CONSOLE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
WAHAHAHHA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!, Because of it's remote control system, I can play, have fun and exercise at the same time!
Kill three birds with a remote control! :D
Look! A few of the games involved with the controlling of the remote methods! HOW FUCKING COOL LAH!!!!!!1.
My brother's working and rich, so I'll leave him to handle the $$ (:
BLING! IM EVIL :D.

Alright, homework time.... :l
Neh, I where got so guai one.

I got this bunch of MEAT. D:

BANG!

Fridaaaaaaaaaayyyyyyyyyy is finally here!... soon enough.
IM SICCCCCCCCCK!!!.
Awfully lovesick.
Stop dreaming girl! Maybe I should stop watching dramas or movies or whatever lah. Cos only make people dream, but not get.
Oh how pathetically desperate! I know, that's how I am.

Tomorrow's the BAND BOND!

BAND BOND! BAND BOND! BOND BAND! BAND BOND! BAND BOND! BAND BOND! BAND BOND! BAND BOND! BAND BOND! BAND BOND! BAND BOND! BOND BAND! BAND BOND! BAND BOND! BAND BOND! BAND BOND! BAND BOND! BAND BOND! BAND BOND! BAND BOND! BAND BOND! BAND BOND! BOND BAND! BAND BOND! BAND BOND! BAND BOND! BAND BOND! BAND BOND! BAND BOND! BOND BAND!
BOND BAND! BOND BAND! BOND BAND! BOND BAND! BOND BAND! BOND BAND! BOND BAND! BOND BAND! BOND BAND! BOND BAND! BOND BAND! BOND BAND!

And the squeaking gay left me to group the members alone. GR.
I can't wait!
I want to have so much fun! It've been so long since my sun shone. Or shine whatever tense.
Sigh,
You asked me if I loved you.
Have you asked yourself why would you want to know in the first place?
After all we've been through, this is what you ask?
Blah, I left my maths homework infront of me and have not done a single thing. Hahah, chatting and blogging :D :l, maybe should listen to Snoopy and my parents; cut off the time I spend with my com.
HOW CAN!? My beloved com is probably the only one who can accompany me 24/7 :D
HEARTS!



Sadded.

Eggylicious.

I've been consuming amounts of egg this week. Hah.
Hhmm, about 5 eggs already? High cholestrol mans! D: And I fave the egg yolk. I dont understand why people would say egg white is better? EGG WHITE IS SO BLAND! HAHAHAH! Alright, don't throw ye darts at me yet, I'm just suggesting. (;
Why are good food unhealthy most of the time? Extreme saddening. Hah.

Uumm, school's okay today. Very sad, very bored.
I LOVE WIRDA! MY BOLSTER :D Muacks!
And ummm, life sucks but that's the way it is. Have to face it.
And it hurts.

I want my happy sun back :D
I want those days back too.
And I just want to be pampered like your dear little princess.
But the poor servant has to pamper herself happy instead.
Weeet! It's sunny! pouring! Again :D
HAHAHAH! I'm so hurt I just want to point at myself and laugh out loud HA. HA. HA.
I can't believe it.


RANTS RANTS RANTS RANTS.
So all along I'm just your stupid guiding idiot. HAHAH! Yeah, I'm stupid enough to realise it NOW.
BLING! THE GUIDING IS OVER ASSHOLE. GET A GRIP. YOU SHOULD BE ASHAMED FOR DEPENDING ON A WOMAN OR A OLD GIRL YOU'D SAY WHATEVER SHIT. Bugger.


Hello people! March Holidays are approaching and....... I'VE TO GO BACK TO SCHOOL FOR THE WHOLE WEEKDAYS! *rejoice!*
WHAT THE CRACKERS. What kind of holidays are those? YUCK.
So pathetic. Kudos to those who did well for CA1. Do better for those who didn't do as well as they expected, like me. BWAHAHHA! Sucker! :D
I shall study hard this holidays! (I take back my words cos I'm not feeling too yippee now) I'll just tend to crap when I feel like shit. You know, crap shit? Shit crap? AHAHAH, crackers.

I WANT TO BE THINNNNNNNNNNN.

:/

UMM! I ALWAYS FORGET WHAT I WANT TO POST LAH!.



NEXT WEEK MARCH HOLIDAYS!!!!!!!!! :D
Busy one indeed :l

Umm.. I miss cheeseburgers. So yummy. :D
UUmmm.. Okay, next time I'll remember what I wanted to post. Hopefully.
I feel a little jaded, maybe a tinge of sadness.
Things feel out of place. Sigh.. I must have been a horrible person.
Loves to all.
Sorry for the short post.

I WISH I WAS LEAN.

Eerrr.

Just dropped by to say hi to my blog.

HI ASS! Do you miss me?


Blah, you're boring today. I shall entertain myself with maple.
BYE!

Kiaseee.

I wasn't afraid of death when I was young. I mean, being innocent and having little knowledge in my brain, would you understand?
Imagine one day you're in your deathbed, (Everyone'll will have that day.)
with loved ones surrounding you. Misery, sorrows, heartbreakings? And when your heart stops, the world becomes dark and you'll never see your loved ones again. Neither will they be able to have your company anymore. Isn't that sad? No one wants to leave this world. If you're wanting to, I guess that's just too silly.

Life is something precious because once it ends, everything comes to an end.

No one know of reincarnation, whether does it exist.
I believe so. And if it really do exist, I want to meet all my wonderful friends, family and him again.

Don't take life for granted, times are always jumpy; Ups and downs.
That's the way life is meant to be, it's a hard cold fact.
And you can never predict tomorrow, the day after tomorrow or the next few years. So you've got to treasure all you can, be joyful and contribute to the world. Because happy people makes people happier and happier people will make happy people happier and the world will be the happiest place to live in. :D Like duh, who lives on Mars

WEEEEEEEELLLL, I know I'm being weird and stuff, talking things like that out of the blue :l.
GAHAHAH.

I love your company, and I wanna be with you forever.

[4/4/07]
My keyboard broke down yesterday night while typing the above, NOW IM BACK! HAHAAHAH!
And I'm damn happy lah. Cos my old, spoiled keyboard is so diiiiiiirtttyy!
(Cos I always spill food and drinks on it... ahhweell (:)
Ummm, yesterday I was feeling quite sentimental, but I've forgotten what I wanted to post yesterday night... so.. yeah.

Ehh, I was feeling happy awhile ago, now I'm feeling damn emotional lah. WHAT THE HECK.
ummm, bye.