Wednesday, February 28

I adore tuna sandwich.

A current fav :D
Tomorrow is the last PAAAAAAAAAAAAPEEERRRRRR!!!!!!
:D:D:D And March Holidays is in two weeks time! HAHAH! WEET! (:
Anyway, time is passing by quickly. See? After March Holidays, Napfa in April, Mid-years in May, JUNE HOLIDAAAAAAYYYSS!!!!!!!
And so on :D
Boy, the best part of the Mid-year examinations period is that we can go home after the papers :D Well, it was different for last year, it sucked. Other schools released their students after the papers. While, we have the whole day of schooling to us until the few last papers. UGH SUCK.
Better not be like that this Mids. Gr.

Uummm, I'm getting influenced by all the media, magazines..
Sexy thighs, flat tummies, slim and lean, flawless skin, hourglass figures, pretty face, gorgeous healthy-looking hair....
BLAAAAAAAHHHHHHHH!!!!!
How I wish I could have those LOL. I mean, which girl doesn't want to be beautiful? Sigh, such low-esteem I have :l
I must try very very hard to eat healthier and avoid junk food..
OH YEAH! Tomorrow having breakfast and I'm going for the new breakfast menu on Macs. HAHAH! The bread with a "hole". How interesting :D
Talking bout healthy T_T
I still love cheeseburgers. (:
...I feel, fat. I DONT CARE WHAT YOU SAY.



If I could escape
And re-create a place as my own world
And I could be your favorite girl
Forever, perfectly together
Tell me boy, now wouldn't that be sweet?
Gwen Stefani - The Sweet Escape.

ROCKS! :D

Tuesday, February 27

Sheer brain squeeze.

WALUUUUUUUA!
Today damn tired lah! And I still got energy to blog eh? :DD
Came home at around 7 cos had band practice. Then started my notes and revision on both Chemisty and Physics. Yeah, my brother bought home dinner and guess what, $4.20 for a takeaway Bak Chor Mee. If I'm correct, it's minced pork noodles. KANASAI! That's like overpriced shit lah! The meatballs aren't even big lor! It's not even the size of a Coca-Cola bottle cap lor. T_T

The noodles all dries up :/ Worst of all, the top is decorated with LOTS AND LOTS AND LOTS OF PARSLEY. If you freaking dont know what the heck it is, it is the small, rectangular greenie that you can find on top of your cheese fries from KFC. SPRING ONION OR LEEK WHATEVER PEOPLE SAY LAH I STILL HATE IT. It's so awful! The whole top of my Bak Chor Mee is like wholely filled with parsley and... looks so... BUSHY :D

AAAAAAAAAAHHHH, the worst of the worst, it doesn't even taste good. If it wasn't for the price, I wouldn't have even finished 1/2 of it. I forced my way through a quarter of it and I CANT TAKE IT NO MORE! Sooo feel like puking lah.


After my dinner, continued my studies blah balhblah. And I didn't know time passes so quickly while you're studying! I took one look at the clock and its, WOAH! 10.320?! D:
And now it's like 11.20 T_T
TODAY DAMN STRESSSSSSS UGGGGGHHHHHHHHHH!!!!
Can't think of what I wanted to blog. Oh wait, did I blog what I wanted to?
UGGGHH, SHEER EXTREME BRAIN SQUEEZADE :D


WEEEEE! Still must complete POA accounting homework. Sigh.

Monday, February 26

Nerd.

I didn't know I look like a nerd until I asked Miao.
HAHAH! YEAH! Nerdies rocks :D

Anyway, the slacker nerd is sure to flunk her Social Studies. Blah, whats medicrotacy meritocracy manss. I dont even recognise the word :X Okkaay, the paper's over. So let's switch that subject off already.
Concentrate on the upcoming papers.

I posted two days back, but my blogger refuse to post it for me ):
YAAAA, so today it worked :D I guess it misses me. Oh blah, why am I talking to myself -.-

A heavy downpour around 4pm today! Damn shuang :D And in the early afternoons, it was damn scorching hot lah. Somemore they held the fire drill exercise at the last period and it was like 1.45pm in the afternoon?
FUDGE. People who were in the shade were bloody lucky. I think can cook sunny side-up on the ground lor. It's that hot. I can feel myself burning. :l
Or melting whatever. Our VP was smirking to himself when he sees poor burning students behind screaming for help. UGH! But was kind of funny lah.

Hey hey what what. Ohmygummy lah, I think I'm starting to lose my blogging instincts ): I dont even know who's typing. HAHAH!
I KNOW!





Must be all the common test fever. :l


Gum, the neighbours living a storey above is hammering something and it's freaking noisy. Everytime can hear marbles, coins, some sort of pebbles against the ground also. Yeah, some kids playing. Nonsensical? At night somemore. It pisses me. Imagine you were doing homework for quite sometime, and it have been peace until.. CLICK CLICK CLICK! BOING BOING BOING! GONG GONG GONG! And it've been going on for like what? Every 1 minute or so?
IT GETS ON MY NERVES AND I FEEL LIKE STRANGLING THE PERSON WHO HAVE NO CONSIDERATION FOR HIS/HER NEIGHBOUR.
Nah, I'm not so bad (:
I'm being a guai teenager today, I want to study one lah (: (Last minute :X)
SO SHUT THE GUM UP WILL YA?!


Sigh, been talking lotsa crap lately. Comon Christina! You better blog better or your blog will die.

Saturday, February 24

Sleepypig.

I slept for the whole afternoon today :D
Merely to sleep my misery away, but didn't work hah.
ITS PIG YEAR! No wonder I can sleep so much. And been feeling sleepy alot lately.
:l, I wish I was down with a illness, then stay at home, recover and revise. It's much more better because I guess the ambience in my house is better, (aircon mah:D).
Okay blahblahblah,
Things I must do this weekend,
- Final touches to my art work.
- POA homework
- Study Chinese
- Study Geogrpahy
- Go through SS notes.

OHMYGUMMY, monday's da day! Fast eh? Still got lessons after that. Sheessh, the teachers probably teach new topics lah. Sigh, give us a break? Anyway, it's all after the papers. Think we still got mood to learn new topic?
I feel like going to Esplanade,
to the beach,
to some secluded places,
walk around at night,

Lol. Have you ever been very very down? So down that, your mind is just blank green. No mood for anything, not even the appetite for food. Um, however I got the mood to blog. :D Well, my blog has been my ever-best friend because it's always there for me. No matter how much I rant, scream, cry, shout for joy, entrust my millions of secrets to it, it'll never go away! HAHAH!
I love you blog! *hugs*
Paranoid T_T.

Anyway, no matter how miserable, furious, disappointed or feel like the world is going to end, you must tell yourself,

MOVE ON WITH LIFE.

Because life's the hard cold truth. It's all ups and downs. After every pain, a rainbow will shine. Trust me. Do not give up on yourself, your family and your friends.
Everyone deserves to be happy on this Earth. Everyone deserves to shine! :D
Okay, feeling better after cheering myself up lol.
Work time! (:

Friday, February 23

Short and not so sweet (:

Huh? Backstabbers? =.= Just so damn bad lah!
Pathetic.

CT this coming week! And I totally forget that there's Geography to study. I'm going to flunk big time! :D

Whatever, moodless.

Thursday, February 22

So random. (:

There was a blind girl who hated herself just because she's blind. She hated everyone, except her loving boyfriend. He's always there for her.

She said that if she could only see the world, she would marry her boyfriend.

One day, someone donated a pair of eyes to her and she saw everything, including her boyfriend. Her boyfriend asked her,

"Now that you can see the world, will you marry me?"

The girl was shocked when she saw that her boyfriend is blind too, and refused to marry him.

Her boyfriend walked away in tears, and later wrote her a letter, saying:






"Just take care of my eyes, dear."







She didn't want to be there for him. Such an awful unappeciateful biatch! Anyway, it's just a story I found while blog-hopping.

I want a water dispenser! So that I can remind myself to drink at least 8 glasses of water per day! I've been dehydrating myself! Hahah, not so exaggerated but, well.. Haven't been drinking lots of water. PLAIN WATER.

AAAAANNDDD, my fugging braces is so sharp lah! Keep poking the inside of my left cheek. ): Have to wait till the March holidays for the next appointment.
OH! And the Common Test 1 is just next week! Kinda fast huh? (:
SLAAAAAAAAAAACKKKKKKKKK! STUUUUUUUUUUUDDDYYYYYYY TIME!!!!! (:
Christina and to all students out there, STUDY HARD AND SCORE HIGH! (:
Blah, I'm always so tired but I have difficulties sleeping at night.

BAHM! I sure fail my POA test today! :D
Cos I left out 2 accounts. *roll eyes*
... I feel like shopping again :D
Every girl's fantasies okay! (:

UUGH, there's always something I want to say but I can't remember. Like there's something in my mind but it's not getting to my head yeah?
Okay lah, stop crapping.
Oh,



BAND ROCKS HOT! (:

Wednesday, February 21

Be happy!

My brother bought doughnuts from Vinco in Vivocity for me to try. Aww, he's so kind (: YEEEEEEEAAHH, and you know what he told me when he gave me my birthday present?

"Hahah, I buy for you cos.. cos I want a birthday present from you too!"

YEEEEEEEEAHH T_T, If i had the money I would. I realised my brother is like in a gold mine can! All his wardrobe are filled with clothes you wish you could bring home with. ARRRRRGGHH, all the expensive stuffs. I want to work! I want to work!. And not study anymore :X.
School's boring. LIKE DUH OHMYGUM!

Today missed PE! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAH! :/ I dont like leh. I miss PE with my 2E1. Know why? Cos I can laugh out loud and roll around at my classmates' behaviours. But well, things changed alot.
TODAY! I! ATTENDED! POA! CLASS! ATTENTIVELY! SIA!
Hahaha! Got a fugging test tomorrow. AFTER SCHOOL! Means I'll be late for band T_T.

MSN conversation.

♡♫! When will the light shine? says:
hah.

how to spell sarcarsm? says:
stop HAH-ing lah :/

♡♫! When will the light shine? says:
HAHAH, T_T

how to spell sarcarsm? says:
stop T_T-ing either

how to spell sarcarsm? says:
hohoho


Idris is damn evil.


I'm tired today. :/ I guess I'll turn in early.
Oh ya, I feel fat ):

Tuesday, February 20

D: !ginppohS

Yeah, took out 70bucks from the total of hongbao $$, plus a little sum of my savings, AND VOILA!
Shopping, shopping, shopping babeeeeeeeeey!!
Went to eat Ajisen for lunch! YAAAAAAAAAAAY! So long never been there :D
Anyway, the cold green tea is darn bitter. :/
Yeah, wanted to shop at Bugis Street, BUT! Most of the shops were closed. GAAHH, today still got people celebrate meh? Ah well.
Went to Beach Road in search of a pair of brand new shoes for Miao! AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAANNDD, the shop isn't open T_T

At last! Went to Vivocity. Hahah, been awhile since we've been there yeah dear?
Shop shop sho pshoshpshoshoshosphopshooshposphosSHOP!
And the sunset is beautiful (:
Oh, in the end, bought a necklace, a purse and a new pair of pumps. COS MY FEETS WERE HURTING FROM THE CURRENT ONES I'M WEARING.
In the end, comfort weren't any different. Infact, the new ones gave me more pain. Gum. T_T
Ate at Pastamania for dinner :D

OKAY LAH MY BLOG SO BORING LOR.
DAMNIT.

ANYWAY,
LESSONS OF THE DAY,
FIRST, WEAR COMFORTABLE SHOEWEAR IF YOU ARE GOING FOR A WHOLE DAY OF SHOPPING. Will totally kill your feets if you wore heels, especially those high ones. (Yeah, the soles of my feets hurt now. ORH BI SAI LAH CHRISTINA.)

SECOND, If you can get sick of food easily, avoid eating creamy pasta. You'll finally end up in wasting your money over the leftovers.

THIRD, Bring a couple of plasters over with you just in case. And if corner of your feets hurt from that pretty heels, you dont need to limp all over to find Watsons or Guardian to buy a box of plaster.

Okay yeah! Tomorrow's the rehearsal for SYF (: Hahah, no classes till, I dont know. Well, it's still good.
I HEART HOLIDAYS PEOPLE!
Bloated like a gummy ):

Monday, February 19

"Hotter" version of Pussycat Dolls! :D




OHMYFUCKINGGUMMY! ITS SO FUCKING HILARIOUS LAAAAAH!
And oh, the guys have nice legs :D

Sigh. ):

Sunday, February 18

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Happy New Year! Blah -.-

Friday, February 16

Oh sunshine,

when are you ever going to shine in this sinister world of my own.
I was afraid it wasn't going to be fine, and TAAADAHH!
It sucked (:

This whole week sucked for me. Ahuh, anyone care to shop with me tomorrow?
FUCK YEAH! No one wants. -.-
IM SICK OF STAYING AT HOME I JUST WANT TO GO OUT!!

OUT! OUT! OUT! OUT! OUT! OUT! OUT! OUT!
I want to explore the whole of Singapore with you!

Ohh how envious I am. Or rather, jealous.

The whole thing is drifted so far away, can't you see? Bloody shit. Things never go right. Ohmygummy, I'm so sick of all this. CRAP. SHIT. GUM.

AND THERE I GO AGAIN.
FUCK I HATE MYSELF.
FUCK FUCK FUCK! FUUUUUCKK!!! ):

Thursday, February 15

YEE ORHH YEE ORRHH.

Aw man, I hate it when depression hits me.
Woke up at 8am today :D Then didn't go to school. Bah, I needed my rest anyway. Oh, then since I woke, I can't go back to sleep. So I did my art. Hardworking seeeeh, LOL.
After that, while playing Sims2, I heard this loud siren lor. Ohmygummy, I thought Singapore kena... *GASP* TERRORISTS' ATTACK! Touchwood.
Yeah, it's Total Defence day. Fuck. I can somemore go on the TV to check for news. HAHAHAHAHAH WHAT THE GUM.

GAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHH, I'm soo damn worried. Imagine having no communication with a loved one at all while he/she is at a rather deserted island! My imagination can't stop running wild. Please slap me if you see my daydreaming in school.
ERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRMMMMM, my recent posts all no photos, damn boring right? HAHAH.

Feeling so devioded.
No such word. HAH!
My babe Suhana didn't come to school today either! DAARRNN, get well soon! You were sick right? I forgot, hahah.
WEE! Tomorrow is friday! WEE! No MT lessons! WEE! 12.45pm released! WEE! You're coming back! BOO! 3 periods of maths! BOO! ___. and ___.

HAHAHAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHhhh, screws loose. I WANT FOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOD.
Damn I want to have high metalbolism so that I won't gain weight whenever I eat good o' junk food (: Crap, I'm so jealous of slim people.
Try to take pictures tomorrow. UUMMM, and see if I'm hyper enough to actually upload them into my computer.


IMISSYOUGUMMYLOADS.

Wednesday, February 14

Feeling green.

First things first,

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY TO ALL COUPLES, FRIENDS, FAMILY, AND EVERYONE ELSE TOO!.


I'm bloody envious, envious, envious, envious, envious, envious, envious, envious, envious, envious, envious, envious, envious, envious, envious, envious, envious, envious, envious, envious, envious, envious, envious, envious, envious, envious, envious, envious, envious, envious, envious, envious, envious, envious, envious, envious, envious, envious, envious, envious, envious, envious, envious, envious, envious, envious, envious, envious, envious, envious, envious, envious, envious, envious, envious, envious, envious, envious, envious, envious, envious, envious, envious, envious, envious, envious, envious, envious, envious, envious, envious, envious, envious, envious, envious, envious, envious, envious, envious, envious, envious, envious, envious, envious, envious, envious, envious, envious, envious, envious, envious, envious, envious, envious, envious, envious, envious, envious, envious, envious, envious, envious, envious, envious, envious, envious, envious, envious, envious, envious, envious, envious, envious, envious, envious, envious, envious, envious, envious, envious, ENVIOUS!

How long can the phrase "It's the thought that counts" be used to deceive myself? Gum. Envious of all the valentinos lah!
I saw a girl with Ferror rocher bouquet on the bus, SO GREENED!
Lucky couple :D

Thanks my gorgeous girlfriend for making my day :D
Thanks Jason for the chewy cookies.
Sorry Candis for stepping on your foot T_T I think it really hurts!

Very pissed off with something. Sigh..
It's so sad lah, so sad.

Yeah thought that counts, what crap.
Dont you know I love gifts and surprises?
Just like the rose, it withers and dies.
HAHAHAH, thanks for you gift. -.-


Nevermind, I'm just being too paranoid.

Tuesday, February 13

"Unfaithful"

My dearest miao,
I'm so sorry. While you are away at Pulau Ubin for your bloody OBS camp, I haven't been a good girl.
I've been with ____. Chatting, talking happily. Sometimes I even hug ___. And I go home with __, chat online with __, sms with __,

AND, I'm even going to valentines with ___.

Oh my gummy, I'm feel so apologetic. I've let you down. While you're at the pathetic camp site, probably suffering, I'm here enjoying myself with my ___. (:
And when I'm with ___, it takes my mind off you. (OH MY GUMMY I BLOODY MISS YOU CAN! ;/)

Yeah, I know you'll be so bloody mad when you read this. I like it when you're angry, it's cute. BWAHAHHAHAAH!
Oh, and it've been a long long time since ___ and I were together. Aww.
It's all the sweet sweet memories, Ahhh ____, let's enjoy our valentine together okay?
I LOVE YOU!, MY...
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GORGEOUS GIRLFRIENDS!
Muacks! (:
Ahahah, KFC @ Jurong point! YYYUUUM. :D


Ugh, what crap sia. Allow them to bring their phones to OBS but then when they're there, instructors dont allow them to use.
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!, oh my fucking gummy, it's horrible! TOMORROW DONT WANT TO GO TO SCHOOOOOOL!
PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE!!! Oh just shut up biatch. T_T.

Tomorrow must go garang guni liao. No newpapers and I freaking need 2kg of newspaper. Used toilet paper can? Better mah. :D
Siao, You think I will? I dont bother much :D
OKAY, 3 DAYS MORE TO GO.
IIIII. CAAAAAAAANNN. MAAKKEE. ITTTTT!!!!!.
ZZz, tired, I shan't bother bout my POA homework liao.
Lights out! :D

Monday, February 12

D:

Ohmygummy, I'm so guilty today. I ate like countless pieces of bakkwa. I feel fat. D: I CAN FEEL THE FATS GROWING!!!
Darn the metabolism of mine.

If only that every student pick up one of their favourite subject, mine'll be Art.
Then I can concentrate on my Art allllllll daaaaaaaay loooooooong. :D
Ohh weeet! Tomorrow got Chemistry test. AHHHH, COMMON TEST JUST THE WEEK AFTER NEXT! That's like freaking fast. February passes like VROOM! Everything is so fast-paced. I can feel December coming already. LOL! Is it me? Or am I just exaggerating? HAHAHAH.

ARGH, today sucked. I guess it'll all suck till he comes back :D :X.
Long day tomorrow :/ Art tomorrow! Poa tomorrow -.-

Oh, speaking of POA, I had my first tution yesterday. And it was hella funny cos my tutor was weeeeeeeeeeeeeird. So funny lah! Aaand, I think I'm getting on his nerves. LOL, cos umm, I'm taking a long time to answer questions. Ah well, with a tutor, I guess I don't need to worry about not understanding Mr Wong's lesson anymore.
YAYS! Hahah, funny shit.

I want a break. T_T
& WO HEN XIANG NI OKAY! Hope you're having fun (:

Saturday, February 10

Fall in love, fall in music.

DAARRRRRRRNN.
NIE Symphonic Band's and Youth's performance at Singapore Conference Hall today ROOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOCKS!
It's called the, Russian Rendevous.
Yeah, Russian is where most of the popular composers come from.

The first four pieces before the interval was magnificently FANTASTIC.
I closed me eyes and listened, I feel like I'm in a fairytale! It's so medieval! So fantasy! GUMMMMMMY! Yeah it was good, makes me realise that I'm in love with fantasy movies. Well, I just like the imaginary characters, world and, magical thing things. It's just so dreaaaaaaaammmy. Guess now I have a whole new reason to daydream in boring classes again!

Yeah, I shall create a mystifying, bewildering wonderland that no one would have ever thought of. And of course, to add on to the beautiful ambience, a appealing, porcelain-skined lady in a strange dark outfit that makes her stands out from everything else. I love romance, so there's ought to be a gentleman that's devoted, good-looking and MAAAAAAACHO :D
...................... MUAHAHAHAH, this is getting so exhilarating!

Okay, need to go.

Friday, February 9

Life is..

A maze itself, so overcome it.

Weeeeeee, moodless today -.-
Had to stay back for some kind of errand I had to run for for not bringing at least 2kg of newspaper.

But. I. Did. Not. :D

Hurray! Prepare to receive some scoldings. *rolls eyes*
I've been a bad student in my class lah, but heck with it. I hate! I hate!
He just pisses me off. AAAAAAAAnd, I miss my previous class 2E1 hella lots.
Who doesn't?

Things have been going up and down for me. It've been a long journey, and there's still a looong long way more ahead. How many more bumps are there on my road? WEEEEEEEEEEEEE, plenty.
Toot ass.

I SHALL BAN MYSELF FROM VURGLARITIES!
No more Christina! No more! Be more feminine leh!

Yeah right. F-u-c-k.
It've been so common in my language I don't see it as a bad word anymore.
I just see it as something I use to express my feelings.
ETC.

OH MY FUCKING GUMMY! Johnny Depp so damn fucking handsome lor!
*note how the word "fuck" can deepen and bring out the feelings.

HAAAAAAAAAAAAAH, whatever craparado.
OH MY GUMMY! IT'S WEEKENDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDS!
Yeah, I'm tired from everything. I needed this break.


AND YOU ARE GOING TO BE GONE FOR A FUCKING WHOLE WEEK ASSHOLE.
):

Thursday, February 8

When It All Falls Apart

- The Veronicas

I'm having the day from hell,
It wasn't all going so well (before you came)
And you told me you needed space,
With a kiss on the side my face (not again)
And not to mention (the tears I shed)
But I should have kicked your (ass instead)
I need intervention
Attention to stop temptation to scream

Cause baby
Everything is F'ed up straight from the heart
Tell me what do you do, when it all falls apart
Gotta pick myself up where do I start
Cuz I can't turn to you when it all falls apart
No

Don't know where I parked my car
Don't know who my real friends are (anymore)
I put my faith in you
What a stupid thing to do (when it rains it pours)
And not to mention (I drank too much)
I'm feeling hung over (and out of touch)
I need intervention
Attention to stop temptation to scream
Cause baby
Everything is F'ed up straight from the heart
Tell me what do you do, when it all falls apart
Gotta pick myself up where do I start
Cuz I can't turn to you when it all falls apart
No

Can it be easier?
Can I just change my life?
Cause it just seems to go bad everytime
Will I be mending?
Another one ending once again

Everything is F'ed up straight from the heart
Tell me what do you do, when it all falls apart
Gotta pick myself up where do I start
Cuz I can't turn to you when it all falls apart
No
[x2]

Falls apart
Gotta pick myself up 'cause things are messed up


Aahahh, it rocks my life. Just listen to it on the radio.blog player if you want to.
Whatever yeah?

Thanks to all my girlfriends for being there for me.
I love yall! (:

So much for saying you care.

Wednesday, February 7

Oh-Not-So-Lovely-Day.

I Wanna Love You Forever - Jessica Simpson



You set my soul at ease
Chased darkness out of view
Left your desperate spell on me
Say you feel it to
I know you do
I've got so much more to give
This can't die,
I yearn to live
Pour yourself all over me
And I'll cherish every drop here on my knees

[CHORUS]
I wanna love you forever
And this is all I'm asking of you
10,000 lifetimes together
Is that so much for you to do?
Cuz from the moment that I saw your face
And felt the fire in your sweet embrace
I swear I knew.
I'm gonna love you forever

My mind fails to understand
What my heart tells me to do
And I'd give up all I have just to be with you
and that would do
I've always been taught to win
And I never thought I'd fall
Be at the mercy of a man
I've never been
Now I only want to be right where you are.

*[CHORUS]

In my life I've learned that heaven never waits no
Lets take this now before it's gone like yesterday
Cuz when I'm with you there's nowhere else
That I would ever wanna be no I'm breathing for the next second
I can feel you
Loving me ... I'm gonna love

*[CHORUS]

Yeah, Jessica Simpson's sooo different before and after. Sigh, I pity celebrities.

Wee! My day suck like usual.
I was very very tired in POA, hahah, trying very hard to stay awake already okay! AAAnnd! Stayed back to redo POA's test. Hope I can pass. I THINK I CAN! :D
Woah, it's already 7.25pm but the sky is like still bright? Like when the blue sky filled with heavy grey clouds in the afternoon.
BUT ITS NIGHT.
Yeah, rain anyway. Just pour and make me happy can!? Hahs, it've been very sunny. :/ AND warm, yes.

My favourite day of the week! THURSDAY. Ahh thursday, yknow,

MY fantastic DATE WITH YOU IS FUCKING RUINED JUST BECAUSE OF
______________________.
Gummy lah!.

CHRISTINA TAN HAS STARTED TO SLACK AGAINNNNN!!!.
Oh bother :/

If only things can be simpler.

Tuesday, February 6

Reality

It's such a saddening issue.
That reality is such a painful word.

"HEY! You're tooting ugly! Face that lah, its reality."
"HEY! You're damn stuck up and no one likes you. Face that lah, its reality."
"HEY bitch! You're such a blardy damn bitch bitch bitch that everyone hates you. Face that lah, its reality."

FUCK, REALITY. Really.

"HEY, Reality! You know you're so realistic you are that you tend to hurt people? Even though it's true, you suck. Really reality, just face the reality.



AHAHAHAHAAH,
know what? I damn miss my biatches, my girlfriends. MUUUUUACKS!
Hey babes! Even though we see each other in school every week, I still miss y'all! Cos the times won't be the same as the moments we had last year yeah? All the laughter, all the fun, all the gossips, tears, pain, hahah, even embarassing moments. Yeh, I still miss poking Suhana's ass :X
I MISS ALL OF YOU I SOOOOOOOOOO WANNA CRY. ):
Hugs babe! No matter how far away, how long away we are from each other, we will always be close to each other's warm heart inside.
MUACK! HUGS HUGS HUGS HUGS! (:

LOVE YALL MY BABES!
Suhana, Vani, Wan Teng, Samantha, Cheryl, Nuzrath! :D

):

Sunday, February 4

I'm sick.

Sick of school,
sick of being so tired,
sick of getting scolded,
sick of trying to listen hard in class,
sick of mostly everything in my life.

I'm just so very tired. Not that kind of tired, it's the other tired. Get? HAHAHAH.
Fuck.

Saturday, February 3

Weekends are here! :D

WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!
It's finally here! Hah.
I'm rather happy today. Got band practice and it's the first time Mr Refat smiled along with us. :D
Annnnnddddddddd! My father got me a private tutor for POA! Finally!

Ayyeee, I spent hours on my painting and like only managed to complete my chrysanthemum flower. Okay, after I painted it, look like some extinct species liao. AAAAAaahahhah. I adore Art! :D

umm, dont know what to say lah.
COMMON TEST COMING LIAO. :D

Thursday, February 1

Killer! :D

Hi! I'm an ant killer! :D I'm evil I know. But ants are so irritating cos they keep crawling on my study table. ):
And I can't figure out why when I finished off 2-3 ants, the next moment, another 2-3 ants will come crawling again. Like kena revived like that. :/
Yeah it's bugging me too.

I'm warning you ants! DONT. LET. ME. SEE. YOU. AGAIN.


Hello Mr. Depression.
You caused me to slit and kill.
Gosh the pain and the agony,
it's so fainting and tiring.
Now I want my fucking sunshine.