Thursday, September 28

siao ki na (kid) at home.

YOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!11 BAHHAAH!
Today never go to school. It's a luxurious day :D
I woke up at 6.05... FUCK LAH! TODAY THURSDAY RIGHT! 8.20 THEN SCHOOL START LAH! So i set the alarm to 7.05 and I immediately fall asleep the moment my head touches the pillow... (Not so kua zhang lah.)

BRRRRRRRRRINGGGGG! Erm, actually it's my Pirates of the Carribean Theme for alarm! LOL. Cos i use my handphone as a alarm (: Yeah, it's 7.05 and my devil and evil side told me to stay at home and slack. While my angelic and purified side (I din't know i have that :D) told me to go to school.
Then, I ignore them and use my smart brains to rack out something; Stay at home and study.
So stay at home and study lor! I STUDIED FOR THREE HOURS STRAIGHT! FUUUUUUUUCK! I din't know i could do that! :D
Then took few minutes revising. Ahhh, studying never felt so good, AT HOME.


Skip school and study at home! Because when you come back from school, you'll be so damned tired and lazy to even study. Your brain just had a hard day and you will have a hard time studying. SO, SKIP SCHOOL AND STUDY AT HOME, IN THE MORNING! Brains are ever so fresh in the morning. (:
Don't ever listen to a lunatic.


WAHAHAHAH! Then i watched Sesame Street! Hey! Today no Cookie Monster! Means no letter of the day! D:
Wanted to flim down him but he didn't show up. How sadd!! So took down ELMO! :D
Today's about SKIES! *audience says: "WOOOW"*


And now, Elmo will ask a baby.
hmm hmm hmmm hm hm
Oh, hello baby.
Hahahahah!
Hello, hello!
Baby? Baby.
What do you see, when you look up in the sky?
......................................................
Oh! That's right!
Ahahahahaha!
Oh, thank you baby!
*snuggles*
Bye!

I wonder if the babies have nightmares after being "harassed" by Elmo :D

Bahahah, then i went to have a rest. Tired mah!
Playing around with my camera effects!

Normal colours!

False colours!



Ahem, as you can see, there's a white figure there (seriously, nothing was there.) ! OMFG! I guess it's my guardian angel!
HELLO!! (: Don't be scared, it's my Protector or Lady Luck coming to bless me soon! :D
Thank God!




After that, indulged into a DEEP DEPP DEEP SLEEP!
And I was woken up by my father T_T. Wanting my brother and me to join my parents for dinner! Yeah, so woke up and got changed. Went all the way to ChineseGarden to eat! LOL.
Yeah, on the way back, my brother suggested to buy mooncakes. YUMMM!
ONEZEROZEROZERO CALORIES, WHO CARES!
I didn't know my father was SARCASTIC! Damnit! It scares me okay!

Mum: You want to ride the elephants in Thailand? (Cos I'm going to Thailand soon! :D)
Me: Erm, yeahh.. maybe?
Pops: Ride elephants? Ride tiger lah. Oi, go ride tiger.
Mum: You siao, you want you ride yourself.

T_________T OMG! And I thought i got sarcasm from Suhana and Nuz! LOL.
Anway, went to Jurong Point and went to sample all the samples! WAHHAHA! (FATS.)
Then went to eat the KOREAN ICE-CREAM! :DDdddddd
WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAWWW FUCKING NICE NICENICENICENICE!
Tomorrow going to buy again! The price is worth it! WEEEE!

ah yi suh kuh rum! ICE-CREAM! LOL.
Yummys!
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YUM!
Ah, fuck. Tomorrow got test. Not that, BUT AFTER THAT.
LESSONS RESUME?
WHAT DAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA HECK!
Why? OMG! I feel like escaping the school after the paper is over. GAHHHH, WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH THE SCHOOL!? (actually is the principal)
And I thought I can go home and relax for a moment.


):

Wednesday, September 27

WHY?

WHY IS IT SO TOUGH TO LET IT OUT?
WHY ISN'T THERE ANY TEARS LEFT FOR ME TO POUR OUT?
WHY AM I BORN TO LOOK LIKE A MALE? (erm, sorry :D)
WHY? WHY? WHY?
WHEN WILL MY GOOD DAYS COME?
WHEN WILL THE PAIN STOP?
WHEN WILL SOMEONE COME FORWARD TO EASE THE PAIN?
BAH! I KNOW YOU READ MY BLOG BUT WHO CARES! EVEN IF YOU HATE ME THROUGH THIS, ermm, okay, nevermind, i understand how you feel. SO HATE ME ALL YOU WANT! DOESN'T MATTER ANYMORE! WHY MUST YOU BOTHER SINCE YOU KNOW.. YOU KNOW WHAT I MEAN LAH t_t. :D BAHAH.
bo go ship ta.. ):

Sorry, I know I should have moved on earlier. I tried. I'm trying all my best to avoid you.
And not even knowing that you exist! Please give me time, I don't want anymore awkardness among us. Man... this sucks. BAHAHHAHA!



SMILE PEOPLE! (:
even if you're in a pathetic state, you have to smile! Because you'll be happy to know you made someone else smile because you smiled! (:

aww shucks.

SORRY PEOPLE.
I can't cheer myself up. I tried but it's unsucessful! LOL (And i don't feel like blogging.)
Aiyah, don't worry. It's just i've soaked myself into depressing melodies (OK, SONGS, WHATEVER) and now I'm, well, not feeling really happy.
BLAH! Hmm, I studied FOR 1 HOUR! WOOT! How cool. Fucking headache lor, i thought i will faint in class! Hahah! (I hope i would. Sigh) Aiyah, actually today wanted to study somemore but then, don't know that time passes so fast when i use the computer!

Stopped at 4.45 and start practising my DARINET! WOOHOO!
I still suck at it ): Maybe i should go to Bass Clarinet lah. Shitface. :/
Anyway, In The Winter 1730 WAS A BEAUTIFUL PIECE! I managed to practice some of the parts but my tone spoilt everything. Sigh, when will i ever get luckier? ):

Ehhh, today had fun during English lessons because we all have to make a IMAGINARY BUT LOGICAL STORY! With our own chosen groups! Of course i sat down with my girls :D ( 2 new crews! Nuzrath, Vani, Suhana, Wan Teng, Samantha and Cheryl {33! )
Then we made a very dumb story but instead of just reading it OUT LOUD, we acted it out instead! SO FUN LOR! =DD I LOVE ME GIRLS!

Okay lah okay lah, I not suppose to blog but then i blogged T_T.
Say Say Say! OMG, now i remembered what I've done in the afternoon, WATCH HARD GAY's VIDEOS! D:

OH NO! MAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!1111 D:

I want what every girl wants; devotion and faithfulness.
And someone to be there when she needs one ]:

I'm fugly! D:

Tuesday, September 26

bzzz! :D

Post so late today! =D I was very hardworking okay! I was working on my 20% 15%SA2CA2 (I got it all wronged in the previous post!) History assignment. HAH! I studied and worked hard today! but not enough.

Sigh, somehow, i feel like playing MAPLESTORY again. BLAH!! Someone slap me across the face and SCREAM RIGHT INTO MY FACE, "WAKE THE FUCKING HELL UP! ITS EXAMS LAH HELLO!?!?!" ...Sigh, whatever. Haha lol.
I'll turn in at 10.30 lah, now go reward myself with some GAMES! =D



GET WELL SOON SAMANTHA!
We all miss you! ):
Please do take care yourself!
EAT LOTS and DRINK LOTS!
ermmm, LOVE YA DARLING! (:


Sigh, i miss her lah. The slient whisperer. :X!
I can't tahan for not eating during recess today! Then i grabbed two nuggets and a ribena. FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!11, then i wasted money buying Kinder Bueno and a box of sandwiches (2).
All like $3.95? THE FUCKING BOX OF SANDWICH COSTS $2 AND I COULD SPEND ONLY $1 ON A PLATE OF CURRY RICE, NUGGET AND VEGETABLES. AHHHHHHH FUCK!!!!!11
Wasted my money and somemore Kinder bueno = Tons of FATS.

I'm seriously not anorexic as you can see :D
Burp, I'm bloated but I'm hungry too. GAHHHhh, ):



FATS LAHHHHHHHHHHhhhhhhh!
Unfair! Unfair! :/

Monday, September 25

BWARGH! Detention = Torture Chamber.

Damnit! Wahaha, got detention today! No big deal lah, i thought at first.

Anyway, got into detention class because I skipped MT class.
Anyway, only relief teacher and it'll be free period. Would you rather be in your own quiet classroom with only your friends OR, in a totally different classroom where it's so noisy and things that happen will make you go, WTF I WANT TO DIE THIS INSTANT!
Ya lor, so of course i chose the more peaceful and familiar environment. How i know that day will sway sway have class test! ZEROMARKS then! :D Can't retake, AHHHH, cheh, do you think I care?! I hate chinese lessons so don't bug me about it. My chinese language also very chiam one.
Sigh, fail chinese lor =D

I rather focus to buck up my History and Maths. o.O! 20% of SA2 History assignment due this Wednesday! Should i do it? :D IM A FUCKING LAZZZZZZZZZY SHIT! Hey, at least I help to fertilise the soil man! LOOOOL. Yeah, I know I'm nuts enough to still joke around when the EOYE is starting this friday D:
See lah, i try to buck up! LOL.

Yeah, so suffered 2hours in the class without talking and we are refrained from sleeping. HOW BORING! So i simply just draw draw, and i managed to study for 45 minutes OKAY! :D
Ya, then go and sing Centuria, in my heart (:


Hmm, my junior loves me too much she HAVE to make me do this quiz :D

Name 20 people you can think of at the top of your head.
Dont read the question below and tag 5 people to do this.
#01. Suhana
#02. Nuzrath
#03. Vani
#04. Wan Teng
#05. Samantha
#06. Cheryl
#07. Idris
#08. Shak
#09. Rafi
#10. Wei shan
#11. Joey
#12. Banu
#13. Marcus
#14. Rici
#15. Edward?? o.O
#16. Xiu ying
#17. Hui min!
#18. Norlinah
#19. Wirda!
#20. Ahmad.

when did you meet #o4?; [Wan Teng] The first day in YCSS =D

would you date #o7?; [Idris] OMFGGGG!!!!!!!!11 Too skinny lah dude :D

have you ever been in a serious relationship with #o7?; [Idris] T_T

what will you do if you never met #o1?; [Suhana] Put a "WANTED" article in the newspaper in search of a girl named "Suhana"

what will you do if #o9 and #2o dated?; [Rafi & Ahmad] LMAO! Congratulate them? :D

did you ever like #19?; [Wirda] I don't like her, I LOVE HER!

would #o6 and #17 be a good couple?; [Cheryl & Huimin] HMmmm, can can! :D

do you think #o8 is attractive?; [Shak] UHH, VERY attractive.... to Vani :D

what would you do if #11 confesses to you that he/she likes you?; [Joey] That will be the time when pigs can fly.

what language does #15 speaks?; [Edward] ERRMM, i don't know? SPEAKS GOOD ENGLISH..? :D

who is #o9 going out with?; [Rafi] Single and emo. T_T Gaahh.

how old is #16 now?; [Xiuying] 15! BWAHAH!

when is the last time you talk to #13?; [Marcus] Ermm, today? Ermm., during detention class! :D

what is #o2 favourite band or singer?; [Nuzrath] Ermm, YCMB! LOL.

would you date #1o?; [Weishan] HA. HA. HA? Now this one too erm.. big :X

End of Quiz. Please Choose 5 People To Do This Quiz.
#01} CHERYL!
#02} JOEY!
#03} EDWARD!
#04} WAN TENG!
#05} NUZZZZ <3!









LOL! Damn lmao :D
Tired also! And thank god today no massrun! And my maths teacher didn't come. WEEEE!
Till then, no mooncake talk. Speaking about that, i'll go grab a piece :D



BAHAHAHHA!
and i managed to fast! During recess :X

Sunday, September 24

Seo Jin Young - Maybe

a Theme Song from the korean drama, Summer Scent.
translated to English :D (not me o.O!)

Maybe it is a good thing
At least it feels that way when I think of you
I don't want it to be this way
I don't even understand my own true feelings

Why do I feel like this?
I always want to see you
I don't want it to really be this way
But my heart is always trembling

Why did you come to me?
I waited for you for so long
I won't hide it
And will always open my heart wide for you

I love you

So don't be afraid
Now that you are beside me
I still can't believe it
I want you so much

It was love
Love the way that love should be

Its okay, don't worry
I'll look after you
Sometimes I'm not with you
But when ever I'm with you
I can breathe

*blabbers*

LOL.
I'm so bored now! Actually it's my sleeptime but ermmmm, don't feel like sleeping yet!
Tomorrow got MASSRUN o.O Can i wear a knee cap guard and bluff bluff say i knee pain? :D
I really got knee joint pain! But still can run, i guess. CHRISTINA! MUST BE ATHLETE! (how to spell ar.)
Ehehehe, this coming week must study hard! Although it's really hard topush myself to concentrate ): Science is damn confusing and my brain is totally fucked upside-down; STRESS!
Ya lor wahah, see, i got one strand of white hair. Fucking ugly D: Oh yeah, when is the fasting month? TOMORROW MEH?

I WANT TO EAT BUT I CANNOT EAT COS I PROMISED MY FRIENDS I WILL NOT EAT AND FAST WITH THEM BUT I GUESS IM STILL ON TO EATING BUT I KNOW I CAN'T EAT AS I CAN'T BREAK MY PROMISE AND I HOPE I WON'T EAT.

Every morning must eat 1kg of fats liao. LOL! WHAT TALKING ME MAN!! Nah, i promise that I fast with you all in school, so cannot eat! CANNOT EAT!

See how long my patience runs out. :D

WAAAAAAAAAAAAaaaaahh, so late now know. Later i got dark rings. Aw fuck, I already have lor. *acts lunatic over it*

Mooncakes! I shall blog about them tomorrow.
Fucking fact i still can't face is that they contain 1K CALORIES. YES! ONE ZERO ZERO ZERO CALORIES! Lalalala, who cares. Thank God i don't have low metabolism rate.....


BUT IM STILL FAT LAH HAH! :D



SHAKE YOUR HUMPS TILL THEY DROP!
that's creepy.

Saturday, September 23

PICCYS!

Bahaha, now showing Singapore Idol and the two finalists, Hady and Jonathan. So, who do i think deserve the title of Singapore Idol 2006? I think both of them. They make good duets :D THEY SHOULD BOTH WIN IT LAH! But i think Jonathan's hotter =D DAMN HE'S HOOOT!
Whatever, whoever wins i'm fine with it. Unlike last year, if Slyvester Sim won SI2005, I might not be able to even blog today. Olinda should take his place. What is Singapore voting for? Gees.
Anyway, PICTURESSSSSSSSSSS!!!!
All mixed up O.O


Look ma! I can still crawl without two legs!



Spot the Leaf Insect!


WOAH! BLING BLING! Shiny coats! :D



Stripes! These bugs must have slitted themselves to death. Idris! Your emo friends! :D



Long long ago, lived a dragonfly that somehow died on this rock and POOF! It became a ANCIENT FOSSIL!



Unexpectedly good! :D











Stairway to Beauty of Nature.
(From the first picture to this, taken from Sentosa.)



CK! CK! CK! Calvin Keith! Gooooooooorgeous.



Yummy. :P



Clocks can wear beautiful clothes too! [MOLECULE].



When people have nothing better to do.




Last of all, JUST




!!!!!!! :D


Yeah, seriously, when i really have nothing better to do, I'll post silly things. GOSH.



Man, I'm being emotional for nothing. FOR NOTHING! ):

Friday, September 22

ALOHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!

yay new skin! LOL! Just felt that that previous skin needs a change AND TADAH! All within like 2 hours? The skin and codings from 7 till 9++ ! Well, because it's a rather simple skin.
But complicated skins don't fit me lah.

Well anyway! I didn't play truant for school today okay! Seriously, my whole body waas aching! My shoulders, my back, my hips, my thighs and even MY BUTT LAH! One of my knee joint hurts when i bend it. Yesterday had a tough game during the Inter-class Competition. That why.. ouch. But whatever! Slept and then woke at around 10am. Laughing at my peeps who are suffering in the stuffy classroom while i get to sit and relax in my AIR-CON room!
LOL! School's air-con never eat rice lah. No energy and air T_T So i pity my beloved peeps lor. HAHAHHAH! TAKE THAT! but i miss you guys! ):

Yeah, I went back to school for band practice despite all the pain and aches :D
Ahahah, MY GIRLS MISS ME ALOT BEFORE I CAME LAH, RIGHT RIGHT??! :D Anyway, We got a new piece! Errmm, it's whatever whatever Winter In 1730. IT'S FREAKINGLY GOOD. And i bet all of us love it! No matter how tough the piece is, I WILL DO MY BEST TO MASTER IT! And never forget what Ms Tan did during our St.Peterburg March. Damnit, i should have filmed it down. TODAY WAS FUNNNN!!! Heck care the pain man! It's all worth it! :D well ermmm,
YCMB ROCKS! and we all miss Mr refat and Mr Han, yeah!?



i love the grudge!

Thursday, September 21

I can't explain this feeling. I trying to find answers to it. Everytime i see you, the atmosphere around is special. Maybe it's just a crush. Or maybe, ..


I don't know. ):

Wednesday, September 20

oh wee! FUN!

Practical test was scary but it's fun! :D
I don't think i got good marks though ): (I forgot to cut my nails!)
Always remember, life is unfair.

Aiyah, i thought it's suppose to be rainy season? Why still hot hot. LOL. Rain more pleaaaase :D
Errmm, i'll post bout REWIND! Part2 maybe some other day BECAUSE,
I went home late today. And i started back on RO! Means i'm GAMED ON. Again.
And tomorrow there's erm inter-class whatever shit and i can't believe i'm going. Well, FOR THE SAKE OF BAND! I will do my very best to win and make YCMB proud! :D

Oh yeah, speaking of which, i had sectional today. Tiring =.= I so really hope i can play better. I suck like hell already, considering my 1 year of playing ): I'm such a bad example to my juniosr lah. I kept squeaking, no good tone, no focus. Blah, the lousiest senior! ): I will practice hard though (: Hopefully God lets me through this barrier.

IM FUCKING TIRED LAH!

but i'm not done bloggin' yet :D
Anyways, i got no idea why i don't have the concentration and focus during Science lesson. Physics? Electricity? PIECE OF CAKE. Current? Voltage? ERRRRRrr.
Now i start to worry for my FYE. I need someone to tutor me on Current and Voltage because i really can't focus in class. Probably cos of my seating arrangement. SET BY THAT TEACHER.
"I arranged it so that all of you would be able to concentrate more during lessons."

WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU! I'm so bored i can jump down from the windows.
Blah, so bored that i'll get sianed. So sianed till I'll get tired. Then i'll lose all my concentration and my mind would start to wander... " I wished i was a millionaire sucker! Then i could *pictures self having candlelight dinner with Kwon Sang Woo in Korea.* After that, i would .. "pictures self going over to Hollywood to look for Johnny Depp. Then later went to a spa club together. Took tons of pictures together and i even gave him a goodbye hug* AHAHHA! OMG!"

I know, siao.
I hope i was slim too. Tomorrow won't eat lah. Cos i'm broke. not even $2! :X


CHEEEEEEEEEEEEEESE! :D
I've thought it over and i guess i'm just obsessed with you.
Not in love with you.

Tuesday, September 19

REWIND! Part 1. (long post! :D)

LOL! I haven't been blogging, AGAIN :D
I'm back anyways. Tired from the camp and whatever.

Oh yeah, about the camp :D
Welcome to Leadership Development Camp 2006! =.=
Got separated from Vani, Suhana, Wirda and Idris ):
Different groups! And Suhana and Wirda got into the same group. Plus the group with the most enthusaism! SO GOOODDD! D:
Yeah so anyway, it will ALWAYS start with some introductions, grouping, group name, group cheer. OOPS, i mean TRIBE. They replaced "tribe" with "group" :D. I'm in tribe 3 anyhow. And it's called DYNAMITE CHAMPS! BABOOOOOOOOOOOOOOM! Make you chao ta (:
Then we were guided to our FIVE-STAR ROOMS. Fucking cool Double-decker bed with mattress, a thin blanket(BUT WHO CARES!) and a pillow. Life never had been this comfortable in camp. We put our bags down and headed to the canteen which is just one floor down. Had our lunch (which is quite satisfying) and then we went back to the event hall.
And then we are given this block of hard plastic board to work on. And, ITS OUR TRIBE SHIELD! Followed by.....

A TRIBE FACE MASK! How fucking cool is that! We get to use the black and camo green mousse face paint! Ya know, those camofladge(I know my spelling's horrible) the soldiers use on their face during training. Yeah, i ended up looking like a monster that will scare the kids away watching me on Sesame Street. Brrrr.
Yeah, then we had to come up with some group cheer. :D Followed by GAMES GAMES GAMES!
I can't really remember the games i had over that but it's a pretty new and enjjoyable ones for me. And we had our fun till around dinner time. Saayyy.. about 6pm. NO DINNER! So some of us in the group has to go and buy from outside. And i didn't went to help :X IM LAZY ONE OKAY! Yeah, went to bathe.

The fucking toilet is so damn clean man. This is a FIVE-STAR CAMPING SITE DAMNIT! I didn't expect it to be so good. AHHHHHHHH!!! I love the toilets! LOL. Anyway, Vani, Suhana and Nurul didn't manage to wash away the face paint :D There's like a little faint of the colour on their faces. But me? TOTALLY CLEAN AND CLEAR LOR. HAHAHHAHHAHHA! :X

Bleahs! Yeah, it's over 7 but they are not here! And i ate about 3 buns of CHOCOLATE CHIP CREAM BREAD. Fucking nice. But then thanks to Fateha and Fitri, they went all the way to Hougang because there were no Halal stores. But i didn't eat :x! They bought spicy food. Bleah, I didn't even taste it. Fateha gets to eat it anyhow. Because she gave her packet away to a friend and i gave my packet to her! (:

Lalala, And then what we do that night ar? Oh yeah! We get to play this game of Stepping Stones. Well actually, it's Stepping Plastic Plates. move from one place, to this karaoke room. (at least its what it looks like to me) On each plastic plates, there must be one good quality of a good leader. Yeah, it's tough, plus the burden of 1 person blinded. 2 muted and 1 is handicapped. Yeah, he or she have to hop all the way. Well, it's all strategy, we can't step out of the plates or there will be forfeit. :D

After that game, we all returned to our bunks. And something terrible happened while Vani, Wirda and me was playing UNO. (and i was irritating Suhana by poking her ass.) It was terrible lah. Freaky and giving everyone goosebumps. Vani's so scared, she slept in my room that night. Hey, she switched rooms! BUT WHO CARES!
Then i had a easy time falling asleep :D And the air-con was BRRRRRRR COLD! And guess what, the tempurature is 25 Degree.
I will post about the second day tomorrow! Perhaps.


Anyway, i have my drama performance tomorrow plus practical test! AHHHHHHHHHHH!!!
I'm so freaking nervous. Anxiety!
No time to practice on the script lor! My group did performed many times but it was long time ago. Like since Term 1!
WOAH! FYE starts next friday. Cool, I can't wait to get dismissed early. :D
I'll miss band terribly! Ahhh, I'm off to bed!
LOL! And i told my pops that I'm going to study after blogging but i took about one hour to blog and it's going to be 10 soon! :D


I will act strong if i can't be strong.

Thursday, September 14

It's raining men!

WOO! Nice cloudy sky when i went out of the school. Totally gorgeous sky! Like the ones in Genting Highlands! Speaking of which, i have 3D 2N camp at Girls Brigade tomorrow. Guess what? NO SLEEPING BAGS = BUNKS! YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY! Fucking whatever because i can't imagine sleeping on the COLD SOLID HARD FLOOR. Damnit our body is as tough and hard! It's so pain but I couldn't live allowing my brain to get some sleep. PLUS, PANDA EYES, BAD COMPLEXION, BLAH AND BLAH cos lack of beauty sleep (:

Yes, I'm very protective of my face. WHO WANTS IT TO BE FULL OF PIMPLES, BLACKHEADS, ZIT AND ACNE LAH! And the pores! OMG, terrible!
Anyway, today got to use the air-con classroom. CHEH, BIG DEAL LAH. Not cold at all! :D
A little stuffy and STINKAAAYY. ppssstttt.. B.O :x
It's brighter and it makes a better place to study. FOR ONCE I DIDN'T SLEEP IN CLASS! Well, at least didn't tempted to fall asleep whatsoever. WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!

YEAAAH! ITS RAINING FUCKING HEAVILY! ... Why now though. BUT WHO CARES! WOOPEE! All Hail the Rain God :D

Oh yeah, that time i went to Heeren and i went into this shop. Which sells mobile phones and other stuffs on the 4th floor. Then was surfing around for cute stuff when i saw something ATTRACTIVE on the glasss cabinet



ISN'T IT CUUUTE!
There's strawberrry, chocolate and another coloured green. Green Tea? Nah, it's melon!
Wondering what it is as i approached the tall, clear glass cabinet. Maybe it's a ... Eraser? Hmmm. Maybe it contains milk! Well.. Maybe it's a.. maybe just a display.



I was too mesmerised by the cutsy little milk bottles and the flashy colours.
"WOW, i wonder what the heck it contains," I thought.





Still can't figure what it is? OR are you filled with million doubts it might be a... Well..
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condom.

YES! IT'S A DAMN STRAWBERRY-FLAVOURED CONDOM!
HOLY CRAAAAAAAAAAAPPPP!!

The cutiest stuff in the whole shop turn out to be a condom. Is this some April Fools' joke?! Because it's AIN'T WORKING ON ME OKAY.
GAHHHH!!! It was fucking hilarious and i decided to take a snap of it, secretively. LOLS!
Aiyah, next time don't trust good cutsy stuff. Just admire and apperciate them from afar! :D

Chocolate and melon flavour? Go and buy hot fudge sundae from MacDonalds' or make a melon milkshake at home lah. EWWW?

Wahaha, whatever. Haven't pack for my camppp!!
Wait till the rain end then say.


i can't believe i had a crush on you.


DEPPSIM WILL NEVER END!

Tuesday, September 12

Oh my cheeses.

I think i can go mad any moment lah.
I'm too depressed.. lol.

Hmm. There's no English and Science lessons today. Ms Lee didn't come and no science teachers were there to overtake Mr Leung, who left the school already. Today's quite relaxed.
Yeah, expectedly tired now. Band was better than the holidays practices... well..
I keep thinking tomorrow's like a holiday or weekend. I'm totally still in that holiday mood.
I'm fucking sick of myself and school. Oh yeah, another hot weather. I can seriously choke from the heat lah. Please don't rain tonight. Rain tomorrow early morning. Rain exactly before PE starts. I don't want 2.4 retest. ): Don't care how many fucking advises and encourages people give, i still don't give a damn about a RETEST about it. Why die die must pass? Will it affect us? Make me feel more like shit only can. I'll just run if have tomorrow. Just don't come and push me, I'll just kick that person's ding. Assholes!


AHAHAHAHAH, i shall sleep early tonight to wash away my sorrows.

Monday, September 11

HAHAHAH LOL!

..Well do you think I managed NOT TO EAT?
Of course not! :D I'm a very greedy girl when it comes to food. Just that i resist my temptations lah.
Anyway, today's weather was SOOOOOOOOOO BAD man!.. I can't stand these heaty, sun burning weather. And it just rained! AT NIGHT.
Alright, so could probably mean that tomorrow's going to be HOT HOT HOT HOT!
Tian ar! Why can't you rain at the right time! Why can't there be seasons in Singapore. Oh wait, i know why. It's because ....................( damn cheem science terms ).............. !!

So now you know why Singapore doesn't have seasons right? Wow, isn't it just beautiful to have Spring and Autumn in Singapore. When the petals and tree leaves of various colours sway around Singapore. It's lovely, :D
And winter, where we get to wear COATS! JACKETS! LONG-SLEEVED TOPS!
Fuck man, when i see those damn charming long-sleeved tops it set me thinking,

Who in this island, would wear it! During the hot weather and humid days? GEEES! Even spagetti tops don't help man! CHAO TA LAH T_T.

So let it snow, let it snow, let it snow. Oh yeah, Singapore can't snow, so.
Let it rain, let it rain, let it rain.
I don't mind as long there is cooling and windy weather. THE BEST THAT ITS COLD!
Then I'll hear classmates of mine complaining in the classroom,
"Oi! Can off the fan?! Very cold leh! *gives that pathetic face*"

OHHHHHHHHHH! I CAN'T SIGN IN INTO MSN! *WAILS!*
From the time i came back till now. WHY?! GAAAAAAAAAAAAAHhhh,
So bored without MSN! Lol.. (although no one talks to me)
Aiyah, this friday have Leadership Camp! At the Grils' Brigade Centre at Upper Serangoon.
Hmmmm, it's something i look forward. But i have doubts in mind.

Will be missing SCHOOL AND BAND this friday! D:
But whatdver! Cos i have Suhana, Vani, Nurul, Idris and Ahmad to accompany and add on into the fun! Wait.. is Ahmad going? LOL :D
Weee! Time passes by like a wind! Looking back seems like an hour away only. Like only few more weeks to final year exams! AND BACK TO THAILAND! I can't frigging wait to get into a cold country :D Yes, Thailand is having their cold season then. HAHAH! ...Maybe when i go, then the rain comes. Oh fuck, I'm a jinx.
Yay! I think im back to the blogosphere lah. So long since I've typed such a long post.

I think I'm mad.


The deppsim will never end!

Sunday, September 10

I AM

DEFINITELY GOING ON A DIET!
this time, seriously and i'll just take a drink every recess.
GAAAAAAAAAAHHHH!
NO! I'm not anorexic or bulimic.
Cos i don't LIKE TO EXERCISE and i DONT WANT TO STAIN MY TEETH through over-vomitting.
So.. it's just a casual diet :D
Going to fast with the Muslims as well. WEEEEEEE!
(See first, sometimes i just can't resist. Then i'll throw away the strict rules of dieting.)

I heard the raining season(like rain continously for days) is almost here. Coming in December or late Novembers. I can't wait. And i can't fucking wait for the exams to come and go man...
Tomorrow IS SCHOOL! @#$%@^@#!
And the ever ever first period HAS to be mass run. Okay, look, I'm dieting.
SO STOP COMPLAINING YOU FUCKASS CHRISTINA! T_T

Man.. i shouldn't even been here on this world.
standing not even the position of imperfect.
pathetically great sucker.


Ahahahah, i thought i was suppose to be on a Hiatus o.O

Saturday, September 9

unknown title.

HEEEEEEEEEEEEEEELLLLO!!!!!1
I'm pretty much freaked out that Chaqif READS MY BLOG!!
Oh my god, the network is such a connective place.
Just a click and you'll get all kinds of information you need.
Anyway, yeah, surprise blogging? LOL, i actually got the power to kill my laziness, FOR TODAY.

I GOT THE POWER!

Ah blahness, i haven't started trying out my recipe for the Home Econs practical exam.
Hahah! ...haven't even done my homework.




DEAR TEACHERS,
I AM SO SORRY BUT I AM SO SICK OF YOU, SCHOOL AND HOMEWORK THAT I'VE DECIDED NOT TO DO ANYTHING BUT SLACK, EAT, PLAY, EXERCISE(0.05% maybe) AND SLEEP. THANK YOU AND I HOPE NEVER TO SEE YOU AGAIN.

DO NOT REMEMBER,
CHRISTINA TAN.





ahahahahahah! ... Today i went over to Nuzrath's house. Along with Idris, Shak and Vani. Spent my whole afternoon there and then had dinner with Nuzrath at Banquet in JP. :DDDD
Bought Famous Amos and i eat about.. 0.5/2 of it and i'm like sick. of. it.
Lol, no appetite. PLUS, I SWEARED I'LL GO ON A DIET LAH! Fuckman, why can't i stay ON TO MY DIET. Always eat eat eat. EAT TILL YOU FAT LAH SUCKER!




Hahah, who cares. Tomorrow is the last Korean Elementary One lesson and we are going to have a gathering! Man, i'm anti-social. Maybe i'll just eat the food. ( WE ARE GOING TO A KOREAN RESTUARANT!!! MY SECOND TIME HAWDHAWD! :D)
Blah, with my braces like this i'm going to have difficulties with every movement i make with my mouth. I spoiled my braces! YES! THAT'S HOW BULLSHIT I AM!.
TWO SOMEMORE! Walua, since i can't take care, (plus i can't stop bitting on ice cubes) I think i'll ask my dentist to put on retainers asap. Don't need to be perfect straight, I don't want to look like i had dentures on. Anyway, my teeth are straighten and it's already nice. NO NEED PERFECT LAH.

Imperfect bullshit + perfect teethset? = Still bullshit with nice teeth.

Crap, i go watch My Sassy Girl and TRY TO CRY lah. Lol.
So long since I've cried... GO CHRISTINA! EMPTY THAT BOTTLE! THAT THANG! :D

I thought i've let go but then it all hit back to me
when i heard the news and i realised it's just a dream.


Tuesday, September 5

going on a HIATUS :D

well hello everyone!
It've been..
DAYS man. gosh.
Anyway, FUCKING RECIPES THAT I HAVE TO FIND!
Tell me what contains, Calcium, Protein, Vitamins A, C, D, Iron, low fat content and sodium!
WHAT IN THE WORLD IS THAT?
gossssssssssh. All the recipes book in the library doesn't help much.
What the HECK IS,
3/4 cup of fat-free half-and-half.

WHAT THE HECCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCK!

Dijon mustard?
Tarragon leaves?
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!
It's so elderly people damnit! Why can't it be for toddlers!
Yes, i once thought of being a chef as my occupation.
Now i'm so scared i can feel myself trembling. WHAT THE HECK!
Ahhh why bother. I want to be a pastrier! Erm, one who bakes pastries :D
YUMYUM MAN!
Hmmm, yep, i'm obessed with games so much i have no time to blog.
Actually, is lazy to blog.
AHHHH ME AND MY LAZINESS.
ZZZzzz!

Oh, after like WEEKS? Finally there's band practice!
Oh me gosh, i miss my darinet like ****.
Tomorrow won't be a good band day. Mostly everyone haven't touched their instruments like for 2 weeks. GAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAWK.
Hey, i'm blogging! :D

Who is this ass smsing me huh?
Din't your parents taught you not to talk to strangers!
And i don't even know you leh! Bah, i just love to piss people off.
Shooooooo. DONT SMS UNLESS I KNOW WHO YOU ARE MAN! or woman, whatever.



HIATUS!
maybe for quite a number of days. I don't know.
Give me till end of this month? This blog needs a holiday!

HOLIDAY! AH HUH AH HUH! I LIKE IT! AH HUH AH HUH!

See, it's singing.
Well whatever. It's not going to close down. It needs to COM-HIBERNATE.
Yeah, :D
SO LONG PEOPLE! As a bonus, i shall strike off those notes that i SHOULD HAVE long ago.
Fuck man.


The blog suffers from,
LACK OF SLEEP.