ugh.

chemistry

my class did experments today. with acids and alkaline.it was so fun. hehe. me and suhana were mixing all kind. pink , yellow , blue , red , purple .. hehe .. so colourful.tomorrow is suhana's birthday!! the day after tomorrow is vani's birthday! woohoo!! not enough money to buy presents T_T .hehee , should be enough la. buy cheaper one lor. anyway,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SUHANA!
HAPPY BITHDAY VANI!
STAY HEALTHY AND HAPPY ALWAYS! SMILE ALWAYS.

- one kind of alkaline stinks.

yawn .

hmm . english lesson is free time! ms kaur left the school .. i miss her when she teaches us. when we stand up , before greeting her , she will ask , "Are uniforms tucked in? Windows opened? Rubbish bin cleared? Class clean? " and blah blah.. hahas. definitely miss that questions. me and idris were crazy today!! we hummed our two band music throughout the day! (except for mt) heheh. was pretty fun. and get mixed up sometimes.
i MISS THE RAIN!
comon man . rain for me baby. tomorrow morning!!our school time was extended. we were suppose to be let off at 2pm. but now 2.05 pm . T_T makes no sense. our recess time was brought forward. 10am instead of 10.30am. and our times-table was totally changed. mass run and p.e used to be on mon and tues respectively. but now its thurs and fri. the days i want to go home without sweating in school .. hehe. (school is hot when it's not raining.) ok , nvm. i'm so bored at home. want to watch spongebob later ^_^ ! woohoo ~.

- now that we're man , we have facial hair. now that we're man , i've changed my underwear .

so tiiredd.

give me a break , i'm so damn tiredd. so so tired. and yet still incomplete homework. and parents nagging @_@ ugh. yeah , my life really sucks after the holidays ended.

- oh . spy on me however you want. pifff

past

i miss school. primary school . i miss it. i miss my life there. i miss my friends there.i miss my teachers there.i miss my classroom. i miss the hall. i miss the canteen & the food. i miss the court , the field . i just simply miss everything about school. sze yee is moving away in a few weeks time. no more playing badminton today in the night again. i'm thinking so much of my primary life. i want to go back again. i want to see my friends . my teachers again. i want to go back to the previous year. sigh . i'm so sad. i've forgotten about most of my class mates. if siew yu hadn't been telling me about them , i would have forgotten them all. hahas, (any way , it's the best not to remember them cuz they are all the bad bullies )
school is starting tomorrow!! OH MY GOD! CAN YOU BELIEVE THAT?
band tomorrow .. looks like more pumping .

- i want a day in the past , just a day

weeeeeeeeee

hm , i was suppose to go out with sze yee today. but she is busy , so i asked my neoprint buddy! SIEW YU! *applause* we went to bugis , took neoprints . and went shopping. we chatted ALOT today. bout school , our primary school mates. ( actually , we bad-mouthed about them. muahahah ) then after that , went to meet my "future-in-laws" and my lao gong at jurong point. shopped , and shopped. then i met sze yee !! (with another guy) hmmm .. im i thinking too much? =D actually it was sze yee who saw me. i was surprised. hahas.. oh wells , i was glad i went out with siew yu today. makes my day feels like last year.oh ya , i'm sorry i didn't give you present for your birthday last week girl!! oh sigh , tution homework not done.

• english assignment , almost done
• maths assignment , done
• chinese assignment , done
• science assignment , should be done
• geography assignment , 3/4 done
• history assigment , intend to copy from someone (:

so glad my all my assignments are almost done. should be completed by tomorrow. looks like i need to exercise. my back is aching ..

- so many people changed..

a lot like love

watched "a lot like love" today. i love it man. except for the person watching with me ..hehe. yay! a pasarmalam opened near boon lay station , which means , more food , more cupcorn!! *burp* oops .. teehee. oh sigh , school holidays are over .. ( my assignments not done yet )
well , after watching "a lot like love" i realised american people are very brave. they kiss in the streets , in public , everywhere. or maybe it just happens in movies? hmm .. well , lucky singaporens are not like that . but .. it would be fun to watch people suddenly kissing so intimately .. OK . i SHUT UP. NC16 .. muahah

a lot like love
a lot like this
a lot like that
a lot like .....
WHAT ELSE CAN I THINK OF!? ..hehehhe.

- i got "hot" today

yahooooooooooo

today is the same like yesterday, stayed at home , played ps2 , played com . i played everything but it's not killing away my BOREDOM! . boy .. seems like i really need you here honey. you're the cure to everything . hahas , my hero =P . hmm , suddenly i have the urge to watch crayon shinchan. been quite a while since i've watch him wreak havoc .. hahas. very cute little boy. (: sigh , i'm thinking of the past again. sze yee and me. we used to ride bicycles to school everyday. until the principal announcedd that we CAN'T . it's kind of like a big blow to us. hahas. we ignored though. and until he gave us a second warning. then we stopped. oh yeah , of course i can't forget serene. my best friend since pri 2. have nseen her for a long time .. a sweet girl . very sweeeet. and timid . hahas. well .. almost forgot how she looks like =X !! we all live near each other. but sze yee's moving away and serene and us haven't been contacting each other. ... hm. remembered we always used to play under serene's block after school lessons in wednesday. because we will be let off early . hahas. we will be running around the block. playing pepsi cola. playing all sorts of games that we could think of. we were always together before and after school. we watched movies together too (: . sigh , looks like all this are coming to an end. how i really wished i could go back to the past. hehe , me and siew yu always took neoprints and wore mini skirts =X .. hahas. but now i only wear jeans and stuffs. mini skirts makes me look like a spoilt bitch. hehe. hmm , looks like i must settle down and think over everything. hope we can all have a last farewell party . last tears. hehe .. hope all of ya are doing fine ^_^ .

- yay! finally we could see each other again tomorrow

yahooooooooooo

today is the same like yesterday, stayed at home , played ps2 , played com . i played everything but it's not killing away my BOREDOM! . boy .. seems like i really need you here honey. you're the cure to everything . hahas , my hero =P . hmm , suddenly i have the urge to watch crayon shinchan. been quite a while since i've watch him wreak havoc .. hahas. very cute little boy. (: sigh , i'm thinking of the past again. sze yee and me. we used to ride bicycles to school everyday. until the principal announcedd that we CAN'T . it's kind of like a big blow to us. hahas. we ignored though. and until he gave us a second warning. then we stopped. oh yeah , of course i can't forget serene. my best friend since pri 2. have nseen her for a long time .. a sweet girl . very sweeeet. and timid . hahas. well .. almost forgot how she looks like =X !! we all live near each other. but sze yee's moving away and serene and us haven't been contacting each other. ... hm. remembered we always used to play under serene's block after school lessons in wednesday. because we will be let off early . hahas. we will be running around the block. playing pepsi cola. playing all sorts of games that we could think of. we were always together before and after school. we watched movies together too (: . sigh , looks like all this are coming to an end. how i really wished i could go back to the past. hehe , me and siew yu always took neoprints and wore mini skirts =X .. hahas. but now i only wear jeans and stuffs. mini skirts makes me look like a spoilt bitch. hehe. hmm , looks like i must settle down and think over everything. hope we can all have a last farewell party . last tears. hehe .. hope all of ya are doing fine ^_^ .

- yay! finally we could see each other again tomorrow

yahooooooooooo

today is the same like yesterday, stayed at home , played ps2 , played com . i played everything but it's not killing away my BOREDOM! . boy .. seems like i really need you here honey. you're the cure to everything . hahas , my hero =P . hmm , suddenly i have the urge to watch crayon shinchan. been quite a while since i've watch him wreak havoc .. hahas. very cute little boy. (: sigh , i'm thinking of the past again. sze yee and me. we used to ride bicycles to school everyday. until the principal announcedd that we CAN'T . it's kind of like a big blow to us. hahas. we ignored though. and until he gave us a second warning. then we stopped. oh yeah , of course i can't forget serene. my best friend since pri 2. have nseen her for a long time .. a sweet girl . very sweeeet. and timid . hahas. well .. almost forgot how she looks like =X !! we all live near each other. but sze yee's moving away and serene and us haven't been contacting each other. ... hm. remembered we always used to play under serene's block after school lessons in wednesday. because we will be let off early . hahas. we will be running around the block. playing pepsi cola. playing all sorts of games that we could think of. we were always together before and after school. we watched movies together too (: . sigh , looks like all this are coming to an end. how i really wished i could go back to the past. hehe , me and siew yu always took neoprints and wore mini skirts =X .. hahas. but now i only wear jeans and stuffs. mini skirts makes me look like a spoilt bitch. hehe. hmm , looks like i must settle down and think over everything. hope we can all have a last farewell party . last tears. hehe .. hope all of ya are doing fine ^_^ .

- yay! finally we could see each other again tomorrow

oh no.

SCHOOL HOLIDAYS ARE GOING TO BE OVER! NOOOOOO! so disappointing .. hahas . even though i'm really bored at home , i still don't want school holidays to end! the thought of going back to school every weekdays .. ugh . unless exams are all over (: err .. whatever . i have to go for band practise again this thursday . ugh .. band practice = torture of pumping . every end of lesson , there will be punishments and more punishments again. why? .. i'm so sick of it. i meant , is it wrong to fall in late? can't our band major at least give us some support or encouragement instead of giving us punishments all the time? ugh , i don't know. i used to like band , ALOT . until i realised they had this punishments thingy and it's always almost every lesson. iit brought a little hatred to this band . well .. i couldn't help it. i can't stand stading up for too long. i'm weak. i will get dizzy and faint . yeah , it happened twice. butterflies in my stomach , dizziness . how much longer do i have to endure this?

- woohoo patrick star rocks

shopping madness today

hehe . hello . been shopping like crazy today . with of course , me lao gong ~ . hehehe. ok so first we went to habourfront point (shopping centre , whatever). and then i began to realised that actually its a cruising place. hmm .. to put it simplier , it's a port . you know star cruise ? i thought the arrival and departure hall was at World Trade Center . hmm .. you understand what i'm trying to imply ? no? ok never mind .
after that we went to bugis . we took Neoprint!! wahahaha! but before we went into one of the machines . my lao gong was like so so nervous!! hahas .. it was his first time mah. then we discussed about our poses . it was so damn ... really . hahas. then finally we went in . but in the end , the one who got crazy in the machine was me! WAHAHA .. i was like shouting the whole way. errr . ok. it's been long since i've taken ok. but well , NO FAIR THOUGH! he was so handsome in the photo but i was like ... an ass T_T UGH ... I HATE MYSELF! but i'll look better the next time we take !! so after we took our neoprint, we had dinner . followed by shopping at somerset! then we walked to plaza singapura. and then we went home after that. hehe . i'm done with my geography homework!! WAHAHA!! .. my english is half done. my maths is incomplete. chinese , history , science , all not done yet. ughhhhhhhh.. ...... this is so irritating . T_T

- lao gong you soo cuute .. ^_^

what is happening?

sigh . i haven't eaten my dinner >.< .. hehehe .. well , i'm losing my appetite already . can't stand it .. wahaha . so tired too . went to the zoo today early in the morning . i took some pictures of some animals . they're KAWAII ! :D i'll post them some other day . i'm just too lazy to upload them . :P

- what am i to do next?

happy happy

yahooo!! happy 5th month aniversary dear ^_^ hmm , going to fetch my mum from the airport later . woohhoo!! hahas . btw , thanks alot dear ^_^ i really enjoyed today . especially the cake-making ..though it didn't turn out right . =P
well , i got to go already . btw , it raiined again .BAHAH . :P

- never thought i could see you again.

she bangs? no! she's moving !!

hello everyone. hehe . such a rainy weather today .. ^_^ .. well , i suddenly remembered sze yee's moving out !! . yeah , that explains my title :P . yeh , it's really sad . i cried about it . hey SERIOUS! sigh . seems like the past is flowing back to my head . those very sweet memories . sze yee is moving away . its not so far from here , yet i felt that like , we've parted , we'll like strangers. she's the greatest friend of my life . but ever since we moved to whole new secondary life , we really missed out alot of time together. sigh . when we meet each other , its like we're lost for words. no more words to say to eaach other. sometimes only ask about studies and school. and , no more. well i guess , bye bye soon. so sad . hahas . anyway , she's moving to tamah jurong . so it means , no more tution together! . so now , i'll have to wait for the tution teacher myself . and my birthdays , usually accompanied by her only . because i don't like birthday parties ^_^ i only like to attend parties. hahas. so .. looks like no more sze yee around to accompany me during my birthday . sigh . life's will be changing so much without her. hahas . oh yeah . i remembered we hugged once !! (not lesbians ok.) its during the farewell party 2004 last year held by my school. yeah , that's one farewell hug . because we knew we'll not going to see each other as often as we did . sigh.
oh yeah , i forgot to add that she's leaving in July (:

- i'll never forget you

recovered

finally , all the sickness is gone! weepee! .. hehehe. well , my plan for today's afternoon. WORK!!! project time!! sigh , why is there such things as holiday homework? . why do they even name "H-O-L-I-D-A-Y" when holidays are meant to relax and hang out . NOT work! somehow , holiday homework just spoil our days . ugh. shalala . you know , sometimes i go to toys ' r ' us . i looked at all those cool cooking toy sets. sometimes they are so wonderful i feel like buying them. HAHA . i know it's childish . while , its a part of me. oh no. .. am i a teenager at all ?! ..hahaas. sometimes i'm so engrossed in toys . i really feel like buying them . eh , nono . must control myself .
I'M NOT A KID
I'M NOT A KID
I'M NOT A KID
I'M NOT A KID
I'M NOT A KID
...
ok blah . whatever ~ . well , i better get changed . i got to go out now.

- i want a tamagochi device (:

still sick

i'm still feeling sick. so sick that i'm going nuts over it. yesterday , after the show , really cannot take it anymore and had to go home . poor my dear , was suppose to eat dinner with him but instead he had to fetch me home . after i reached home , i took a bath and slept the whole evening until 8 . and then my handphone rang . looks like my dad called me. HE DIDN'T KNEW I WAS AT HOME!!! so so lame . bahahahar. then after knowing i'm home , he went to buy chicken macoroni for me ! (damn , i wanted to eat at crystal jade restaurant . i love their noodles ((: ) even after resting i still feel the some . my running nose is still as bad as ever. stupid nooseee. so after eating , i took panadol and slept . BUT! today !!! .. i'm still having a little little bit of running nose,headache and difficulty of breathing. well , at least i have a valid reason for not going for tution today. YIPEEE!!!! well , hope i'll be ok by tomorrow then :) .

- ACHHOOOO! *sniff*

running nose

me nose is running!! and it was rather bad now.but i'm still going out to watch mr and mrs smith. i've been waiting for that to start for so long already!! i'm not going to let one sickness prevent me from watching it! yeah , i'm crazy over it :P . i realised angeline jolie (did i spell correctly?) was so cool man . hahas. she rocks , !! i'm sure this movie won't let me down .. if it does !! well then , i'll ... i'll .. do nothing . hehe. oh , yesterday's night , me father bought ostrich meat home from somewhere else. well i tasted it , (its the first time i eat an ostrich meat ! >.<) .. its soft and tender . it looks like pork , tastes a little bit like pork too. and chicken. hahas. its tastes just like normal meat .. so nothing surprising .oh ehh , me want to eat something warm and hot that will soothe me throat and running nose . i have abit of sore throat !! and me throat drops are finished!! T_T that's so not on time . ARGH! ME SICKNESS IS DRIVING ME NUTS!!!!

- if you fall , pick up yourself and walk again.

bad luck

me have real bad luck today. seriously . in the morning , i scratched me face . (not sure if there's going to be a scar , sob) in the afteroon , LOCKED OUTSIDE OF ME HOUSE . not that me parents chased me house or something . didn't bring me key with me when i went out . yup. and so , i waited until 6 , and finally i'm home. lucky me dad come home early today . because me brother is going to come back late today . pheew. anyway , to cheer things up , me father is bringing me to eat at japanese restuarant! yipeee! woohaa. lol. well , sometimes the queues get rather long . so will have to see if there's alot of people queuing . if there is , me hopes crushed. ah wells, band practice tomorrow and after that , me vani and wan teng will have to do our science project work - cells . hell man . hahas.surely have to do more push-ups again T_T ... arghh. .. was wanting to take a nice nap in the afternoon and instead i was locked outside like a homeless freak . sigh , i feel so sad for homeless people. lucky i got a home. (: .

- feeling so lost and helpless everytime you're not with me

ehhh . today is the first time i did 60 push ups. hahas. cannot take it!! >.< . almost faintedd. well , me instructor was mad today. because we were nosiy during practise . and me ex- drum major told us to do 40 push ups because of our bad discipline! (but hey , i was a good girl ;) all for one , one for all. sighh.) and then , me band major came by and told us to do another 20 push ups for not packing up our intruments in time. well so , there we go again .. i was sweating like ..HELL .haha .. now me band practising a new song score . BUT I DON'T LIKE IT! its very fast and i prefer the first one we practised on. oh well .. now me don't even feel like going to band anymore ... i'm so tired!! . woke up with a headache today. ahaha. and me lips so dry , could hardly open me mouth. i haven't eaten me lunch! oh well , don't care. there's still band practise tomorrow. hope no more punishments. ssigh , why is me band so strict? hahas. no choice , i can't let me love of band fade because of strict punishments. LOVE YOU BAND!

- patrick is such a goofball. AHAH. T_T

sleepy

so tired today. i slept really late on saturday and slept at around midnight yesterday. yeh .. not used to it and really sleepy right noooooow.bahaha.. too lazy to do anything else more. ahhh!!! hmm , went to airport to see me mum go off to thailand. then after that , went to bugis for lunch and shopping! the neoprint machines shop have changed alot!! hmm .. me feel like dragging siew yu and jia qi along for a take! muahah. so long since ive taken a neoprint. sigh , haven't seen siew yu for a long time already. miss all me school friend. i feel so bad. i feel that i've been spending too little time with me best friend , sze yee. sorry!!! wwaaa. miss the times wa had together. last year , at least thrice a week , sze yee will come to me house after school. she lived just next block , so its pretty close. before we leave school , we will da bao (take away) laksa from one of our canteen's stall. hahas, can still remember the taste. spicy and milky. =P .. then after eating we will play ps2 together or do homework .. very guai right. muahah. and we never went out together to far places like bugis or orchand before! hahas. but now since her mother allows, i think i should take the oppotunity to. BONDING IS IMPORTANT! i don't want our friendship to fade away. muack ! love you sze yee!! hehe.. jia qi and me are going to open a website soon together. i hope it goes well. jia you ! jia qi! we can make ittt!!!

- i want to see you once more.

sigh

i'm really lazy to post about what happenedd on the 2nd and 3rd day of my camp .hahas. can spare me on that part? well , i realised i'm changing my skins really quickly , so i'll be using this skin for quite some time . (: anyway , i really looooove this skin i've made. the first time of my life made a skin like this. well , i think the woman above looks like yuna from ffx .. really pretty ^.^ . oh hey ! i finally got my mp3 ..hahas. :P i want to know which sites to download mp3 songs . i know there are many , but some sites doesn't update lastest songs so soon. i'm finding destiny child - lose my breath . and the song - its all about you by ..??? . can anyone please help meeeeeeee? erm... me want caaaake. hahas. desparate for more cakes!!! woohoo! ( fat T_T ) i'm going to watch madagascar with my family later .. i was actually wanting to watch it with me lao gong!! SORRY DEAR !!! poor him... siigh.

-cheesecake , me favorite *drools* -

home sweet home

wee! i'm finally back home!! hehe. so tiredd . and well , i will never forget the times during camping. siigh.

1st day of camp. (1st june)
woke up early as me lao gong and me want to meet before i go to the 3 days 2 nights camp. (sweet huh =P ) woke at around 6.25 am . we were meeting at 7 . we went to mcdonald's and sat there and chatted. at 7.45 , went to take MRT to sch . reached school and saw the birthday boy , idris. (yup , his bday!!) so we walked up together to the music room. tiring T_T. well , i should introduce me friends! me gang ..muahah. there were 6 of us .

1) vani - bubbly and joker in me gang . emotional
2) suhana - quiet. and guai
3) cheryl - fun and vain.
4) samantha - sporty and really really wild .
5) wan teng - the cleverest one in the gang .
6) ME!

we had band practise after that. after my loooooooooong band practise , we went for lunch! curry chicken , vegetables and rice ! ..hmm ok . then , we learned how to march . because we're a military band! we usually say marching as foot drills or drills . sigh . i almost faintedd ok. the weather was so hot and i'm feeling real tiredd. then suddenly there's one high pitchedd tone or whatever was gonig through my mind . and my view is stating to get darker and darker. it was really bad. i went forward and asked to rest . i almost cried. i felt so so so bad that time. after i rested , we had more drills!!! ARGH! then after the drills , went to play games! WATER GAMES! muahahah. after the games , we had a break. and then some of me seniors were carrying a bucket of water . and we all end up splashing at one another. hahas. soaked. and then , its dinner ! its pepper chicken with nugget and rice. which i didn't ate much. too spicy and the sight of the black chicken really freaks me out.hmm . i'm not really sure of what happened next. i think we all went back to the band room and the previous drum major brought a guitar . he was strumming and singing . and was like , alex , alex , alex alex alex alex ... and then gloria, gloria gloria gloria .... blah blah. like his the cupid angel T_T . then it was shower time! finally got to shower. after me shower , we went to class 2E2 to watch a video . not a scary video , buut a band performing . ok was bored. but i managedd to listen throughout the flim. yawn. after that , we had our scavenger hunt and it was nights out! but it didn't turn out fine. i couldn't sleep. and everyone was so hungry that we had to go down and grab a packet of food seen on a table .bahah. then we ate in the hall. yum.

well people , thats the end. i'll continue ..hahas sorry. i'm way to tired to continue and it really looks long. i have MORE to say on what happenedd on the second day. hehe , i'll continue. tata :)