Super Christina!. Not.

I'M DYING ARRRRRRRRRGGHHH.
Not physically but mentally inside. LOL. It sounds so lame lah hur.
But, life's so MAZEY. Problems stacking up, neverending.
LIKE WHEN THE FUCK WILL IT END?!
Oh wait, this is life, it's reality, it doesn't. -.-
Unfair shirt blah.
Yeah, now I got back my err, "blogging instincts", so I guess I'll head back to blogging hah.
Ummm, feeling rather down and pressurized. Because of __. and __. And I hope we can really really really really really really really really attain a good steady SILVER!
Oh my gummy, I'm just so... scared. I'm really wanting it so much! Just like all the rest of the band members. How long have we been pursuing it? And this is so precious to us. Just that, a few months and a year of tough practice and peserverance, just to prove ourselves worthy of a higher standard than the bloody bronze on that very anxious day. What if? What if?
I can't stop hallucinating, I can't stop worrying. Ugh!
Just bout a week more, I pray to God.

AND HUIMIN MY DEARREST JUNIOR, HUGS AND LOVES GIRL!.
It's not pretty anymore to put on that sad frown on your face SO SMILE! Because I want to see that pretty pretty Huimin smiling back at me (:
Nonon, I'm not a lesbo :D.. You know there's many people around you that concerns and LOVES you! So don't let them worry yeah? You got to be okay! I want you to be okay! SO YOU MUST BE!!!!! lol:D. *Hugs*
And takecare of your health.

Sigh, got chased out of the band room during sectional today cos there's some problem with the room? Our OM asked us to pack up and quickly get out. Hah, think it's the lighting.
Anyway, Mr Paul Lim darn funny today lah. So was inside the band room.. Eerie but such fun! I laughed like mad woman and Vani is the only one who witnessed that LOL. Kinda pity her. But.. WHAT FUN! :D

What is this empty feeling inside?
Is it because it wants you so badly?
Sigh.. It feels like you've gone so far away.

Alright lah, sorry to all my peeps to make yall worried for me. If I'm just a little emo-ing, just leave me aside cos I'll be fine in a little while hah.
LOVE YALL!.
And I love you the most too (:

Hello dead blog.

I KNOW I KNOW I KNOW I KNOW ITS DEEEAD!.
Hah, been busy with..... things HAH. Well, only my peeps know.
Umm, school's been stressful or rather, maybe it's just myself own fucking self. Blah.

I really want to be aneroxic

SYF is in 2 weeks' time! And I'm so darn nervous and afraid! LIKE WHO ISN'T?!
I want to sleep liao. I know I've been a bad blogger, been neglecting my precious blog since.... I don't know when. ):

ZOMG!

I just realised it've been days since I blogged!
Since when I don't know cos I dont' bother to count the days and I'm feeling freaking down :D
My times are happy but I'm just down for some reasons :l .. Maybe because I'm not satisfied with myself.
Fartface :D


HAPPY 1 YEAR ANNIVERSARY TO MY TNFS!!!
Love ya babes! :D

Shall blog or shall not.

How shallow.

Nothing much today :l
Boring as everrrrrr.
Tomorrow's going to be the boringest.
IN FACT, Tuesday has the boringest lessons held. FUCK

No comments today, just feel a little very empty, inside.
AHHHHHHH THE MUSIC PLAYER IS OUT OF PLACE.
I'm not in the mood to adjust, so maybe tomorrow?

I feel hollow inside,
I feel stupid.
I feel complicated,
I feel unloved.
It's weird I'm saying this but
I want to turn things around.
But it's too late.


THIS WEDNESDAY IS TNFS' 1 YEAR ANNIVERSARY! YAYAYAYYAYAYAYYA!.
Hearts you girls! MUACKS!.

):

Band Bond! :D

A funtime held for the new juniors who stepped into Band :D (It's the week before March Holidays. Sorry it's a little late.)
More pictures less talkin'.



Moving the benches from the canteen is sooo tedious. Thank God a few people offered to helped, especially some of our juniors :D How sweet!.
Uhh, despite the scorching fucking burning sun -.-, ladies can never resist to be a cam whores for a moment yes?

WE HATE THE SUN (from the looks of our um, faces.)



Nuzrath hates kisses ):



Nuzrath looks like she's constipating.



The cute little juniors all noisy and full of... fun.


Our very first activity!

The very very boring typical Icebreakers. Well, we need to know each other's name :D.



Was screaming my lungs out and Wirda didn't fancy it ): LIKE DUH





Watching us being tortured in the horrible weather. :D



A bunch of us demostrating how to play Wacko!.
While..

Suhana, Wan Teng, Cheryl and Samantha sets the yummies on the table and watch over it like nice bitches..um, preetaye ladies. (:







Had no idea what I was doing -.-


Idris wants it so badly,

the Bollywood contract.


Time for Chairsoccer I'd say!.







The 3 beauties and the squeaking.. gay guy.



Vani can't can can't CAN play the guitar :D.

It's great to see my besties all so yippee.




Seniors VS Juniors. :D What a tease.



Rafi's a goalee :D

And he loves his eerrr, nugget too.


Hungry and thirsty,

It's time to grab some yummies!.


Our last activity,

Fun drills! WAHAH.

..While the few seniors held a secret gathering..
To discuss our final attack. Heh heh. (:

Qayyum's botched breast implants ):





Alright! Photo taking time! Let's gather and smile for the cam!.
3!
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MERRY CHRISTMAS!

And all they got is a splashful of water. (:


Okay lah, a reeeeeeeeeeeaaal photo taking a'right?

YCMB ROCKS HARD! And I LOVE YALL. :D


Here's something reeeal sick and stupid.




Yeah and you get to see my stupid, fugly face. :D
SMILE PEOPLE!.

P.s Any faults within this post will probably be corrected and changed on Monday and Tuesday COS ITS PAST MY BEDTIME LAH.
Corrections done (:.

:l

Photos tomorrow! ((:
And dreamland now.


God, please don't let it happen.
Emoism laah!

Sadded.

Blah, now even my blog turns me off.
New skin but blah, don't look good, screwed up codes and I'm sooo tired hah.
Coding and everything. Efforts down the drain. But too tired lazy to edit so.. will do so when I'm feeling better.

You may say that I'm running away
but that's what I wanna do.

I'm your worst nightmare and you should know
Maybe we ain't ready
Maybe things just couldn't work out between us.

I'm searching for happiness,
not fighting for it.
What I know now,
I'm tortured for light.

Went straight home after school today. :l The first time? I just feel too ___. Moodless? It's rojak feelings lah. Lol.
And weekends are here already, but just two days! Hah.
I was attentive during maths class today! OH-HOW-GUAI!. And I fell in love with Graphs I think :D Just weird, I was droppy before maths class. :l I'm so weird I don't even understand myself hahs.
Emo today, happy tomorrow. I hope. So.

I'm so irritating so selfish so idiotic and so unworthy to be with you.
So let's get off the nasty feeling alright?
:l I still don't know what to do.
If only I was a simpler person, not a bitch.

OOla.

You and you.

Music and lyrics rocks!
A array of music! If you like 80's and pop music, it'll be the perfect flim for you. Including you're into all the sappy lovey dovey (:
I fell in love with this show :D So totally.
4 out of 5, catch it if you're free. If you're not, MAKE YOURSELF FREE!.
Hahs.

Yeah, midyears are just in a few weeks time, so must must must focus and study hard! And SYF? In April! Omg, so scary.
Well, got nothing much to say. Just that, school life's really hard. Don't give up people! (: I'm trying so hard not to myself. But I'm on a string already hah.
Anytime might just go, SNAP!
And what happens next? No idea. HAHAHAH!.
Never happened to me before so uhh..
OKAY IM CRAPPING CRAPPING CRAPPING!!!
UGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHh.

Blessings.

What is the most essential for Humans to live?
Yeah, it's oxygen, air.

Plants gives us those, in exchange for our dirrty carbon dioxide :D
And without food to keep our energy up, water to prevent one from dehydrating, who else would be on the Earth anymore?

We should apperciate nature around us because animals are being sacrificed and killed for US to live. So are plants. Even deforestation have to be taken place to create space for industries or homes blahblah whatnot. And all this are actually killing lives. Not ours, but theirs, the animals, plants and the nature.

What triggered this thoughts were actually when I was having my dinner yesterday night, at a seafood stall near Chinese Garden MRT Station. My family and I ordered some frog meat with some delicious sauce to go with and with some other finger-licking dishes to side with our plain rice.
Outside their stall, there's this blurred-glassed tank, bout the size of any regular fish tank and inside was overcrowded with frogs. I dont know what species but yeah, any human will be able to point out that it's a frog. Lol. I stared at it for a long time, these frogs are just stuck there and waiting for the cook to end their lives. And their yummy yummy will be served. It's ... sad.
Every animal that is sacrificed for the people should be blessed and be sent to heaven or a paradise because if it wasn't for these very yummy generous animals, there won't be any food provided for us. Yeah, or probably they should be reincarnated as a Human. :D

YAY TEH ANIMALS AND PLANTS ROCKS!
So people, don't take your food for granted. Because you even start your meal, look at the dishes, fish? Chicken? Lamb chop? Carrots? Potatoes? They were living happily before they were sacrificed to satisfy your needs (:

Plants have lives too duh, that's why they need carbon dioxide and others to live and generate.

Now must chiong maths assignment -.-
School's opening tomorrow.
FUCK
I really don't want to go to school hah. You can say that I'm weak, but hell yeah, if that makes you shalala enough.

Should I cook maggie mee? Should I not? Didn't take a proper dinner it was just 2 bowls or yummilicious red bean soup. And now I'm fucking hungry. Well maybe not, :l SO SHOULD I EAT OR NOT?!.
Darn, if only I could go aneroxic for once.

I MUST RESIST!.
Okay, how do you like do this question?!?!
UGGH.

Hi.

Hello dead blog :D
Now it's revived by me. Bwahahhha!
Boo! School's coming this coming week ):
I didn't get to enjoy my holidays. Sigh.
WHAT HOLIDAYS?! ITS NOT EVEN CONSIDERED AS!. I guess :l
UGGGHHH, all the busy hours, daydreaming, scolding, sleeping, eating blah all affected... *mumbles away*
Didn't get to visit the Zoo yet D: HAHAH!.

AND HELL YEAH NUZRATH IS RIGHT.
GIRLS WILL NEVER HAVE ENOUGH $BLINGS$.
I want to shopppppppppppppp so badly.
Not window-shopping but S-H-O-P-P-I-N-G!!!
$_$ I'm so materialistic hahahha!...
What does it mean annyway? -.-

Um, I dont know what holiday assignment I have annnnndd, I shall be a good girl and ask around. ((((((((:

I DONT WANT HOLIDAYS TO ENDDDDDD!!!!!!!!!!!!
(Like duh who doesn't)

And I want shalalala shopping!~ (:
Sleep early people and drink lots of water because balhblahblahblah and it really helps to give you a healthy tint on you! (:

Bye.