"Unfaithful"

My dearest miao,
I'm so sorry. While you are away at Pulau Ubin for your bloody OBS camp, I haven't been a good girl.
I've been with ____. Chatting, talking happily. Sometimes I even hug ___. And I go home with __, chat online with __, sms with __,

AND, I'm even going to valentines with ___.

Oh my gummy, I'm feel so apologetic. I've let you down. While you're at the pathetic camp site, probably suffering, I'm here enjoying myself with my ___. (:
And when I'm with ___, it takes my mind off you. (OH MY GUMMY I BLOODY MISS YOU CAN! ;/)

Yeah, I know you'll be so bloody mad when you read this. I like it when you're angry, it's cute. BWAHAHHAHAAH!
Oh, and it've been a long long time since ___ and I were together. Aww.
It's all the sweet sweet memories, Ahhh ____, let's enjoy our valentine together okay?
I LOVE YOU!, MY...
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GORGEOUS GIRLFRIENDS!
Muacks! (:
Ahahah, KFC @ Jurong point! YYYUUUM. :D


Ugh, what crap sia. Allow them to bring their phones to OBS but then when they're there, instructors dont allow them to use.
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!, oh my fucking gummy, it's horrible! TOMORROW DONT WANT TO GO TO SCHOOOOOOL!
PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE!!! Oh just shut up biatch. T_T.

Tomorrow must go garang guni liao. No newpapers and I freaking need 2kg of newspaper. Used toilet paper can? Better mah. :D
Siao, You think I will? I dont bother much :D
OKAY, 3 DAYS MORE TO GO.
IIIII. CAAAAAAAANNN. MAAKKEE. ITTTTT!!!!!.
ZZz, tired, I shan't bother bout my POA homework liao.
Lights out! :D

D:

Ohmygummy, I'm so guilty today. I ate like countless pieces of bakkwa. I feel fat. D: I CAN FEEL THE FATS GROWING!!!
Darn the metabolism of mine.

If only that every student pick up one of their favourite subject, mine'll be Art.
Then I can concentrate on my Art allllllll daaaaaaaay loooooooong. :D
Ohh weeet! Tomorrow got Chemistry test. AHHHH, COMMON TEST JUST THE WEEK AFTER NEXT! That's like freaking fast. February passes like VROOM! Everything is so fast-paced. I can feel December coming already. LOL! Is it me? Or am I just exaggerating? HAHAHAH.

ARGH, today sucked. I guess it'll all suck till he comes back :D :X.
Long day tomorrow :/ Art tomorrow! Poa tomorrow -.-

Oh, speaking of POA, I had my first tution yesterday. And it was hella funny cos my tutor was weeeeeeeeeeeeeird. So funny lah! Aaand, I think I'm getting on his nerves. LOL, cos umm, I'm taking a long time to answer questions. Ah well, with a tutor, I guess I don't need to worry about not understanding Mr Wong's lesson anymore.
YAYS! Hahah, funny shit.

I want a break. T_T
& WO HEN XIANG NI OKAY! Hope you're having fun (:

Fall in love, fall in music.

DAARRRRRRRNN.
NIE Symphonic Band's and Youth's performance at Singapore Conference Hall today ROOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOCKS!
It's called the, Russian Rendevous.
Yeah, Russian is where most of the popular composers come from.

The first four pieces before the interval was magnificently FANTASTIC.
I closed me eyes and listened, I feel like I'm in a fairytale! It's so medieval! So fantasy! GUMMMMMMY! Yeah it was good, makes me realise that I'm in love with fantasy movies. Well, I just like the imaginary characters, world and, magical thing things. It's just so dreaaaaaaaammmy. Guess now I have a whole new reason to daydream in boring classes again!

Yeah, I shall create a mystifying, bewildering wonderland that no one would have ever thought of. And of course, to add on to the beautiful ambience, a appealing, porcelain-skined lady in a strange dark outfit that makes her stands out from everything else. I love romance, so there's ought to be a gentleman that's devoted, good-looking and MAAAAAAACHO :D
...................... MUAHAHAHAH, this is getting so exhilarating!

Okay, need to go.

Life is..

A maze itself, so overcome it.

Weeeeeee, moodless today -.-
Had to stay back for some kind of errand I had to run for for not bringing at least 2kg of newspaper.

But. I. Did. Not. :D

Hurray! Prepare to receive some scoldings. *rolls eyes*
I've been a bad student in my class lah, but heck with it. I hate! I hate!
He just pisses me off. AAAAAAAAnd, I miss my previous class 2E1 hella lots.
Who doesn't?

Things have been going up and down for me. It've been a long journey, and there's still a looong long way more ahead. How many more bumps are there on my road? WEEEEEEEEEEEEE, plenty.
Toot ass.

I SHALL BAN MYSELF FROM VURGLARITIES!
No more Christina! No more! Be more feminine leh!

Yeah right. F-u-c-k.
It've been so common in my language I don't see it as a bad word anymore.
I just see it as something I use to express my feelings.
ETC.

OH MY FUCKING GUMMY! Johnny Depp so damn fucking handsome lor!
*note how the word "fuck" can deepen and bring out the feelings.

HAAAAAAAAAAAAAH, whatever craparado.
OH MY GUMMY! IT'S WEEKENDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDS!
Yeah, I'm tired from everything. I needed this break.


AND YOU ARE GOING TO BE GONE FOR A FUCKING WHOLE WEEK ASSHOLE.
):

When It All Falls Apart

- The Veronicas

I'm having the day from hell,
It wasn't all going so well (before you came)
And you told me you needed space,
With a kiss on the side my face (not again)
And not to mention (the tears I shed)
But I should have kicked your (ass instead)
I need intervention
Attention to stop temptation to scream

Cause baby
Everything is F'ed up straight from the heart
Tell me what do you do, when it all falls apart
Gotta pick myself up where do I start
Cuz I can't turn to you when it all falls apart
No

Don't know where I parked my car
Don't know who my real friends are (anymore)
I put my faith in you
What a stupid thing to do (when it rains it pours)
And not to mention (I drank too much)
I'm feeling hung over (and out of touch)
I need intervention
Attention to stop temptation to scream
Cause baby
Everything is F'ed up straight from the heart
Tell me what do you do, when it all falls apart
Gotta pick myself up where do I start
Cuz I can't turn to you when it all falls apart
No

Can it be easier?
Can I just change my life?
Cause it just seems to go bad everytime
Will I be mending?
Another one ending once again

Everything is F'ed up straight from the heart
Tell me what do you do, when it all falls apart
Gotta pick myself up where do I start
Cuz I can't turn to you when it all falls apart
No
[x2]

Falls apart
Gotta pick myself up 'cause things are messed up


Aahahh, it rocks my life. Just listen to it on the radio.blog player if you want to.
Whatever yeah?

Thanks to all my girlfriends for being there for me.
I love yall! (:

So much for saying you care.

Oh-Not-So-Lovely-Day.

I Wanna Love You Forever - Jessica Simpson



You set my soul at ease
Chased darkness out of view
Left your desperate spell on me
Say you feel it to
I know you do
I've got so much more to give
This can't die,
I yearn to live
Pour yourself all over me
And I'll cherish every drop here on my knees

[CHORUS]
I wanna love you forever
And this is all I'm asking of you
10,000 lifetimes together
Is that so much for you to do?
Cuz from the moment that I saw your face
And felt the fire in your sweet embrace
I swear I knew.
I'm gonna love you forever

My mind fails to understand
What my heart tells me to do
And I'd give up all I have just to be with you
and that would do
I've always been taught to win
And I never thought I'd fall
Be at the mercy of a man
I've never been
Now I only want to be right where you are.

*[CHORUS]

In my life I've learned that heaven never waits no
Lets take this now before it's gone like yesterday
Cuz when I'm with you there's nowhere else
That I would ever wanna be no I'm breathing for the next second
I can feel you
Loving me ... I'm gonna love

*[CHORUS]

Yeah, Jessica Simpson's sooo different before and after. Sigh, I pity celebrities.

Wee! My day suck like usual.
I was very very tired in POA, hahah, trying very hard to stay awake already okay! AAAnnd! Stayed back to redo POA's test. Hope I can pass. I THINK I CAN! :D
Woah, it's already 7.25pm but the sky is like still bright? Like when the blue sky filled with heavy grey clouds in the afternoon.
BUT ITS NIGHT.
Yeah, rain anyway. Just pour and make me happy can!? Hahs, it've been very sunny. :/ AND warm, yes.

My favourite day of the week! THURSDAY. Ahh thursday, yknow,

MY fantastic DATE WITH YOU IS FUCKING RUINED JUST BECAUSE OF
______________________.
Gummy lah!.

CHRISTINA TAN HAS STARTED TO SLACK AGAINNNNN!!!.
Oh bother :/

If only things can be simpler.

Reality

It's such a saddening issue.
That reality is such a painful word.

"HEY! You're tooting ugly! Face that lah, its reality."
"HEY! You're damn stuck up and no one likes you. Face that lah, its reality."
"HEY bitch! You're such a blardy damn bitch bitch bitch that everyone hates you. Face that lah, its reality."

FUCK, REALITY. Really.

"HEY, Reality! You know you're so realistic you are that you tend to hurt people? Even though it's true, you suck. Really reality, just face the reality.



AHAHAHAHAAH,
know what? I damn miss my biatches, my girlfriends. MUUUUUACKS!
Hey babes! Even though we see each other in school every week, I still miss y'all! Cos the times won't be the same as the moments we had last year yeah? All the laughter, all the fun, all the gossips, tears, pain, hahah, even embarassing moments. Yeh, I still miss poking Suhana's ass :X
I MISS ALL OF YOU I SOOOOOOOOOO WANNA CRY. ):
Hugs babe! No matter how far away, how long away we are from each other, we will always be close to each other's warm heart inside.
MUACK! HUGS HUGS HUGS HUGS! (:

LOVE YALL MY BABES!
Suhana, Vani, Wan Teng, Samantha, Cheryl, Nuzrath! :D

):

I'm sick.

Sick of school,
sick of being so tired,
sick of getting scolded,
sick of trying to listen hard in class,
sick of mostly everything in my life.

I'm just so very tired. Not that kind of tired, it's the other tired. Get? HAHAHAH.
Fuck.

Weekends are here! :D

WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!
It's finally here! Hah.
I'm rather happy today. Got band practice and it's the first time Mr Refat smiled along with us. :D
Annnnnddddddddd! My father got me a private tutor for POA! Finally!

Ayyeee, I spent hours on my painting and like only managed to complete my chrysanthemum flower. Okay, after I painted it, look like some extinct species liao. AAAAAaahahhah. I adore Art! :D

umm, dont know what to say lah.
COMMON TEST COMING LIAO. :D

Killer! :D

Hi! I'm an ant killer! :D I'm evil I know. But ants are so irritating cos they keep crawling on my study table. ):
And I can't figure out why when I finished off 2-3 ants, the next moment, another 2-3 ants will come crawling again. Like kena revived like that. :/
Yeah it's bugging me too.

I'm warning you ants! DONT. LET. ME. SEE. YOU. AGAIN.


Hello Mr. Depression.
You caused me to slit and kill.
Gosh the pain and the agony,
it's so fainting and tiring.
Now I want my fucking sunshine.